6 months PMOless

ShotDunyun

ShotDunyun

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I remember when I thought it was just impossible. I need to be honest, I've been looking at P for the last couple of weeks, and it seems that I've lost interest. I don't feel turned on when I watch it, I did it a couple of minutes ago to test myself (something that is not recommended) and I find it boring. Maybe my brain is healing, thats definetely a good thing.

I went downtown yesterday to deliver some papers somewhere and I had a preety good time. I feel a lot more confident now, more agressive, flirty and talkative. I still havehave a long way ahead of me, still have to change a lot of things, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm just writing this to encourage you, you'll feel like fucking shit and feel like you're not getting better, but you are, walk through the fire. You'll fail and think it is impossible, show yourself you can do it. We are on this together guys
 
ShotDunyun said:
I remember when I thought it was just impossible. I need to be honest, I've been looking at P for the last couple of weeks, and it seems that I've lost interest. I don't feel turned on when I watch it, I did it a couple of minutes ago to test myself (something that is not recommended) and I find it boring. Maybe my brain is healing, thats definetely a good thing.

I went downtown yesterday to deliver some papers somewhere and I had a preety good time. I feel a lot more confident now, more agressive, flirty and talkative. I still havehave a long way ahead of me, still have to change a lot of things, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm just writing this to encourage you, you'll feel like fucking shit and feel like you're not getting better, but you are, walk through the fire. You'll fail and think it is impossible, show yourself you can do it. We are on this together guys
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Congrats man!
Keep your guard up! You seem to have rebooted your brain alright. Careful, addicts can go long periods of abstinence until the addiction rears its ugly head again. Addict for life!

I'm close to 180 myself!
She what's your plan now? Are you increasing your counter to 365 days? Are you planning on staying and helping, or taking a break?
 
Bros, I feel bad now, I just watched porn for two hours again. I didnt mastubarted por ejaculated, but I can pretty much confirm that I'm still interested in porn. Fucking sucks man, I am able to stop, but I shouldnt start in the first place.
 
ShotDunyun said:
Bros, I feel bad now, I just watched porn for two hours again. I didnt mastubarted por ejaculated, but I can pretty much confirm that I'm still interested in porn. Fucking sucks man, I am able to stop, but I shouldnt start in the first place.
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Sorry to hear that, man. 6 months is a huge step forward, don't blow it up by watching. You know where that path leads, it's nothing good.
 
Ikindaknew said:
Addict for life!
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Indeed, for life. Yes, now I'll go for 365, and no watching now. I think I'll stay, obviously I still need help.

Lazarus Shuttlesworth said:
Congrats bro! Wow, 6 months?! Wonder how that beard is doing :cool:
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Thanks man. Sometimes I feel that my beard is stuck at a certain lenght, when I look myself in the mirror I think "well, no improvement" but when I see my reflection on the street looks like an amish beard, I'll update. What about yours?

1DayAtaTime said:
Sorry to hear that, man. 6 months is a huge step forward, don't blow it up by watching. You know where that path leads, it's nothing good.
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That's the sad part brother, I know that's not good, and look at me now. I'll do my best to avoid it.

Now I'm experiencing a very bad ballsache(?).
 
ShotDunyun said:
Thanks man. Sometimes I feel that my beard is stuck at a certain lenght, when I look myself in the mirror I think "well, no improvement" but when I see my reflection on the street looks like an amish beard, I'll update. What about yours?
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I hate growing a beard in the summer with the heat, so I'm keeping it stubble for now.
 
Good job...I'm early into this....but refuse to touch mr happy....will have many questions for many people about semen retention...looking for a thread like that
 
FURPY said:
Good job...I'm early into this....but refuse to touch mr happy....will have many questions for many people about semen retention...looking for a thread like that
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That's a very interesting subject. I really believe in al the benefits of semen retention. I've only ejaculated around four times the last six months( only through wet dreams and not "full" ejaculations, more like seminal fluid). I'm also in hard mode, so no sex whatsoever for me
 
ShotDunyun said:
That's a very interesting subject. I really believe in al the benefits of semen retention. I've only ejaculated around four times the last six months( only through wet dreams and not "full" ejaculations, more like seminal fluid). I'm also in hard mode, so no sex whatsoever for me
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Hanging in there...but my scrotum aches....
 
Geladenwagen said:
Good one. I am 83 days myself but flatline is killing me (depression, unmotivated). Did you have flatline at all? If so for how long?
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Congratulations on those 83 days. I still experience flatlining from time to time, but is not as bad as the beggining. That's a good sign though, it means you are recovering. Just hang in there buddy
 
Thanks, If....I held them under the cold shower for quit some time and it helped....still no touch....I refuse to touch mr happy....22 days
 
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