7 days no PMO

this is my second streak of 7 days, this time without edging or watching porn, I decided to dedicate thiis week on meditation, i try to train when i can but i still lack the motivation. I kept eating healty food and avoid any activity that may ruin my peace (drugs, alchool, porn, junk food, social media). I get use to wake up at 8am, now my body wakes up by itself and after breakfast i take a long walks. I restarted reading and learning few things, i'm currently trying to get a drawing tablet so i can unleash my creativity again.
Is not easy, evil tought keeps coming in my mind, but i keep focusing on beeing free from it, i take cold showers to calm down the urges. I have does moment of depression and loneliness and i feel like i'm not doing anything, i try keep myself busy by reading a comic or watching a movie so i stop beeing sad.

7 days are now gone, I must be strong, I have to keep fighting!