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A Slave Diary

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Miyka'el, Jun 4, 2018.

  1. Miyka'el

    Miyka'el New Fapstronaut

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    Hello, I met this site in another forum of my country (the community ComoParar). There are a lot of people from there who joined here. I decided for the name Miyka'el because it's the transliteration of the name Michael, that means "who is like God?".

    My actually situation
    Actually, I have using four programs: K9 Web Protection, Qustodio, Blok Supreme and InterApp. Since I beginning, my record was 27 days! But, after that, I could only reach to 3 days. Today, I'm in my fourth day, so I'm very hoping!

    My history
    I'm an addicted since I was a child, like nine or ten years old, unfortunately. My parents never really talked about that with me and never there was a program to block in any computer of my house.
    I passed all my adolescence time with this destructive secret. Besides that, my life was
    summed up in school, games, animes and PMO. I never saw many times in a one day, but that was repeated every day.
    So, with my 15 years old, I started to try to stop! This year, i found a community that help me and I met that programs who a said. In the forum, i heard about this community and I thought that will be good join too, this is like a came here.
     
  2. Hello Miyka'el! Welcome to the forum! 27 days is a good record to have and I believe you can go further than that.

    If you like you can try the free course 20 Ways to Quit Porn from Elevated Recovery.
     
  3. Welcome dude...
    It's not a slavery... You can break it easily but that path itself is not easy...
    You must realize that you are far stronger than this demon of PMO and if you really want it, you can get your freedom...
    Ready to help you if you need it...
     
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  4. Hi. Welcome to forum!

    Make sure you create a personal journal thread in Reboot Logs section and blog there on a regular basis. As well as just generally be active participant in various forum discussions. I recommend this to everybody new here because it's the major thing that helped me when I was first starting. Just lurking on forums, reading and learning is great. But it usually is so much more powerful to engage. It helps to keep us motivated and accountable when we are active part of community. And keeps this in front of our minds so we don't forget about importance of it and slip away in our old habits. Sharing is also therapeutic. This is a major reason why AA meetings work so good. But that was developed before internet era. These days we can get most of the same benefits online through communities like this. So don't underestimate the power of active participation.

    I would also like to suggest you to look into mindfulness meditation. It has helped me personally tremendously to learn how to deal with urges and triggers. It takes a while to get good at it and notice results, so you need to be consistent with it, but once you do it's very powerful. It has been used by sages for thousands of years to deal with various issues of the mind. And in recent decades the science is also catching up to what ancient sages have know for centuries. Meditation these days are widely used as very effective tool by psychologists for treating addiction and by neurologists for supporting recovery of the brain. It is a great exercise for the brain the same way as jogging is great exercise for the body. Check out this Ted talk, it gives a good idea of what's it about when it comes to philosophy. As far as practical side of it there is this awesome smartphone app called Headspace for guided meditations to get you started.

    Wish you lot's of strength and success in your reboot journey!
     

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