I started PMOing the age of 11 years old all the way up until 2016 when I got into my first relationship at 18 years old and realized I couldn't get it up (i.e. severe PIED). I rewired with this woman until I could eventually get it up for sex during those 5 weeks however my erections were shit. After we broke up, I relapsed after starting to experience morning wood for a couple of mornings and carried on with PMO for another couple of years with numerous attempts to quit but constantly failing. In 2020, I have reduced my porn use exponentially however MOing has carried on as normal. I have now come to a decision to quit both porn and masturbation as the two seem inherently linked with one another. It's no surprise every single success story includes no porn use and no fapping as well. My main concern in this thread revolves around my erectile health, I couldn't care less about the 'superpowers' that nofap supposedly gives you. My whole objective is to simply be able to get it up again as normal and have sex. However I'm in a very strange situation. My libido is always there but my dick is completely dead. At the same time, I don't have a desire in the world to ever watch porn again. It's like a thing of the past for me now. I think my only issue is literally MOing as a result of the urges. So I'm in a situation where I have urges but no erections? Does that even make any sense? I don't know what to do at this point. I've decided to embark upon a journey of no porn and NoFap now, but is this considered normal what is happening to me? My dick is completely dead even when trying to masturbate, yet I still have urges floating around and a sex drive. It's so paradoxical I don't even understand this myself. Could you tell me if you or anyone you know has been through this before? I'm just confused right now, I need guidance and really and truly you people on here are all I have to turn to, and we're all in this together to be honest.