No M or O: Short term= Day 5/7 Long term= Day 5/49 (start 26th May 2023 17:00) No P: Day 5/30 (start = 26th May 2023 17:00)
No M or O: Short term= Day 6/7 Long term= Day 6/49 (start 26th May 2023 17:00) No P: Day 6/30 (start = 26th May 2023 17:00)
relapsed after 6 days unfortunately, so back to day 0. No M or O: Short term= Day 6/7 Long term= Day 6/49 (start 26th May 2023 17:00) No P: Day 6/30 (start = 26th May 2023 17:00)
Unfortunately, I relapsed once again. I just did not stick to the rules I set for myself and even more so, I was almost unwilling to change the behavior. I sort of lost the intention of doing this. I am going to get back up and this time I will prioritize my recovery over everything. I will follow the rules and I will post here daily in order to keep the intention and motivation alive. I am going to write in detail about the urges etc. that I felt that day. I will also change my whole routine because I figured out that without a disciplined life, I can not get past the first month. Once you get past that initial phase then it becomes easy but I will still maintain my discipline because it will benefit me in general as well as help me keep my streak going forever, because the only true fapstronaut is the one who builds a streak till eternity. Day 0/750 (Streak ended in April,2023) I thank all fellow fapstronauts so much for the support they provide.
Thankyou for the motivation mate! I will try my best and do it once again. Only knights, riding horses, fall in the battlefield. A child that walks on all fours can never fall. I fell because I am a knight. I will be back on my feet again!