As I say in my older posts, I've felt straight my entire life as far back as I try to remember, had crushes on girls and that kind of stuff. A few years back I somehow got into borderline gay and bi cartoons of P, slowly escalating to images of the same sex, during this entire time, using gay P, I haven't felt gay and I still had the same attraction to girls irl, I just didn't take into question what I was doing or did it align with my true self, but going back 2 months ago, a lot of anxiety and isolation caused me to think about my habits and have I been gay this entire time. I started looking at guys seeing if I got attracted to any, but for the most part I didn't. Going to my title, why is it that a lot of people here that used porn for a very long time never escalated their addiction to gay p, but a few I've read about who struggle with Hocd including me, did? Is it just coincidental that we stumbled on our scrolling through porn on the internet, or is there a tendency in some people to progress through genres faster than others? Any of your thoughts about hocd and porn escalation are welcome.