I'm looking for adive from SOS on here. My SO seems to get trigger or have doubts very often latly. For some back story I have 4 years of hiding lying and cheating with P wile with her. My P ranged from tranny, femdom, pegging, sissy, forced-bi and many more so there is no shortage of trauma that I have inflicted on her. Right now I'm around 60 days PM free and around 40 days hard mode. I post on here everyday, in therapy and actively turning my life around. I know 2 month's can't make up for the 4 years of hell I have put her through but I want to be able to comfort and reassure her of my progress. It doesn't matter if I'm doing everything right or if I slip up get trigger or anything along those lines that would lead to a relapse either way her trauma will cause her to be trigger or have flashbacks or whatever name you want to give it. She is miserable hates and blamest herself and just overall depressed. I hate see her like that and it pains me even more to know it is all my fault. Then even more so it seems whatever I try to do it makes thing worse. So I'm asking for advice or what I can do to help her.