It has been a week since I have joined the forum and i have successfully completed my first week of no pmo and I'm really proud of myself and all the credit goes to all the people that I came across here who showed me the right path. 2 days back I was in my class sitting beside my classmate and i was on the forum reading a post and he saw it and asked me about it and but i was afraid to tell him about it by the fear that he will judge me and will mock me. But after that I gave it a thought and I was wondering why should I be afraid of it if I'm trying to improve myself. Since then I have been thinking about it and Im kind confused and so I thought of posting it so I can free my mind from this. Some people might find this idotic of me to post this but I couldn't stop thinking about it and so I thought of writing it down. Anyone who read this thought that this was a wasteful post I would like to aplogize them and everyone who read this thank you for reading it. Also if anyone else came across such similar situation I would love if they would share it with me it would make feel good if I could relate to someone and I would highly appreciate it.