I'm just happy to be here! ☺
I was introduced to P when I was only 14 and will never forget the day my stupid ass cousins showed me a clip of hard-core P.
If only they understood the damaging effects it had on me
I'm a good looking guy with confidence and no problems in gaming at all. But what I initially thought was a little bit of PMO pleasure time slowly started to grow deeper.
Over the years I was good but PM was always their, I didn't really think it was a big deal to be honest. But 2 years ago I started seeing prostitutes for the first time. At first it was the Most COMPELLING SENTATION ever! My confidence Excelled to THE MOON! it was like a new buzz where I was in control, free of any rejection, from activity to variety and frequency. It was bizarre but I got used to it. But then I became spoilt for choice, the women just wanted the money, a week or two left me broke, sex lost its purpose, the sex didn't mean anything, I was shockingly surprised that I was actually seeking some sort of romantic feelings in them, and vice versa, but slowly I realised that they weren't built that way, it wasn't personal, it was just a business transaction, nothing more, Nothing ELSE. I couldn't get hard anymore, I became more violent, more aggressive realising it, my mind set changed, they where whores, only their for 1 purpose - Money! I started watching more aggressive porn. Eventually I couldn't get a hard on unless I was really aggressive or degrading towards them which is SO OUT of my character, some models where just plain dirty , others where rude and I started feeling like a complete muppet seeing other guys literally 10 times fatter then me, unkempt, some even handicapped or just complete awkward go in and come out of the same hooker I was going to see. I vomited once!
I couldn't take it anymore, I needed something new . This year I recently ran into binaural beats and hypnosis porn! And MATE LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING! I haven't even jumped in properly to know that this IS BY FAR GOING TO HAVE WICKED PERMANENT EFFECTS! I've been getting nightmares and hearing strange noises at night! Sometimes I feel like I'm being watched when I go to sleep. Like a very VERY heavy presence is their! All this FOR WHAT??!
F*** THAT I'm determined, I'm ready! Let's start this reboot, no relapses no BS! Now I just want to be able to get rock hard with my new girlfriend, get engaged and give her what she deserves for all the support and love she's given me. Honestly she's my ride or Die and I also believe God is trying to tell me something. Pmo is much more sinister than you think. And this new age coming out with binaurals and hypnosis! All this forced feminization and turning you into a sissy! This isn't P any more! I'm 29 now and I don't think I've witnessed anything more sinister or demonic through porn! Even all these other genres coming out! I feel like If I don't DO THIS NOW before I hit my early 30's its GAME OVER in the long run. Real talk!
I was introduced to P when I was only 14 and will never forget the day my stupid ass cousins showed me a clip of hard-core P.
If only they understood the damaging effects it had on me
I'm a good looking guy with confidence and no problems in gaming at all. But what I initially thought was a little bit of PMO pleasure time slowly started to grow deeper.
Over the years I was good but PM was always their, I didn't really think it was a big deal to be honest. But 2 years ago I started seeing prostitutes for the first time. At first it was the Most COMPELLING SENTATION ever! My confidence Excelled to THE MOON! it was like a new buzz where I was in control, free of any rejection, from activity to variety and frequency. It was bizarre but I got used to it. But then I became spoilt for choice, the women just wanted the money, a week or two left me broke, sex lost its purpose, the sex didn't mean anything, I was shockingly surprised that I was actually seeking some sort of romantic feelings in them, and vice versa, but slowly I realised that they weren't built that way, it wasn't personal, it was just a business transaction, nothing more, Nothing ELSE. I couldn't get hard anymore, I became more violent, more aggressive realising it, my mind set changed, they where whores, only their for 1 purpose - Money! I started watching more aggressive porn. Eventually I couldn't get a hard on unless I was really aggressive or degrading towards them which is SO OUT of my character, some models where just plain dirty , others where rude and I started feeling like a complete muppet seeing other guys literally 10 times fatter then me, unkempt, some even handicapped or just complete awkward go in and come out of the same hooker I was going to see. I vomited once!
I couldn't take it anymore, I needed something new . This year I recently ran into binaural beats and hypnosis porn! And MATE LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING! I haven't even jumped in properly to know that this IS BY FAR GOING TO HAVE WICKED PERMANENT EFFECTS! I've been getting nightmares and hearing strange noises at night! Sometimes I feel like I'm being watched when I go to sleep. Like a very VERY heavy presence is their! All this FOR WHAT??!
F*** THAT I'm determined, I'm ready! Let's start this reboot, no relapses no BS! Now I just want to be able to get rock hard with my new girlfriend, get engaged and give her what she deserves for all the support and love she's given me. Honestly she's my ride or Die and I also believe God is trying to tell me something. Pmo is much more sinister than you think. And this new age coming out with binaurals and hypnosis! All this forced feminization and turning you into a sissy! This isn't P any more! I'm 29 now and I don't think I've witnessed anything more sinister or demonic through porn! Even all these other genres coming out! I feel like If I don't DO THIS NOW before I hit my early 30's its GAME OVER in the long run. Real talk!
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