Trigger warning for ts/femdom stuff.
I had my biggest relapse since years. When i was 14/15 i was heavily addicted to hypno feminazation porn and never really knew much about porn i just went down the whole rabbit hole. At some point i realized how fucked up it was and lost all attraction to...
Hello brothers,
I really need your help and don’t know what to do anymore.
So my situation is the following:
I have been watching and edging hours long to femdom, IR porn, sissy, etc (also “normal porn” ) and have been chatting on sexchats.
I am attending therapy (we are working on my past...
Hey guys, I’m currently spiralling FAST and thought I’d post here to try and get some tips from people who have been in a similar situation.
To the people who have had issues with findom / the sissy cult (IR porn especially) and are now in recovery:
what do I need to do to prepare for a...
BEFORE THE CURVE:
This part of my life started at a young age in primary school, around 2012 or 2013. In my early childhood I’d watch sexual music videos with my siblings. I guess this is when I first started to like ass. I remember seeing my sisters dancing like the girls in the music videos...
Hello brothers,
I hope you have had a good start into the new year!
So I feel deeply into my sexchat and porn addiction again with very extreme content (sissy, extremely submissive, trans, interracial, etc) and it does feel really bad.
I always humiliate myself with the women online. This...
Firstly, apologies for the long read. This is something that's been a long time coming for me, and I feel there's a sense of catharsis in typing this all out, even if no one reads it.
I first discovered nofap back on Reddit in 2011. At the time I was unemployed, smoking weed, spending all my...
Hello guys,
so I am struggling with beating my addiction to self humiliatinh sexchats, sexcam and porn. This includes anals masturbation (with a dildo even sometimes) and chastity porn, strapon, femdom and all that shit. The sexchats also involve these things or humilating myself with...
*I'm not sure if trauma is the correct word but I couldn't think of a better word to describe what I went through*
It has been 120+ days since I stepped away from P. I MO Without P sometimes, maybe once or twice a week strictly to my imagination to my ex-gf.
I started this journey around...
Hi , am 25 year old under confident man , I really don't know what is going with me , I never be confident through out my life , I decided that I have to change my life , so friends help me to get out of this hell ,
Back in 2014 I started exploring porn like every teenage boy , 1st it was 1...
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So after going through some of threads on here and just googling a bunch of shit I realised there aren’t many threads about being addicted to (basically) gay hookups. So I decided to make one.
Im still on the journey of recovery so everything I write on here isn’t gonna be a...
Triggers and all that stuff so be careful!
I wanna start with saying that I admire all of you, your will to fight and become better people. The fact that you want to change yourself is amazing and you will surely succeed.
I am gonna go to the root of it. After practicing NoFap for almost a...
Hello! Like the topic reads I just realized I was still under the control of s**** hypno. I havent been watching any for a long time. But now I realized that it still affects my unconscious when I masturbate - and I hardly masturbate these days! Wow. What a revelation. Thank you God, and thank...
Hi all. To see where I started, check out this post:
Am I a Sissy?? (Actually a good story with happy ending, trust me, read the whole thing)
and go through my oldest posts if you like. I got super hooked on sissy porn and similar fetishes starting at 14 years old. I also had extremely...
I think when I was 11 I watched porn for the first time after hearing about it at summer camp. When I got home I searched gay porn for the first time and masturbated to it. I have kinda watched all types of porn at a young age but later when I was 14 I was introduced to anime and hentai. By...
Hi, let me start by describing myself a bit. I am 23 years old, since I can remember I was attracted to dressing women's clothes, but this fetish did not bother me too much. For 5 years I have been in a relationship with a girl who tolerates seeing me sometimes in women's underwear etc.
The...
Please understand that some terms that can be seen as triggers will be used.
I give partial credit for some of the material presented to Reddit user u/MagnivusPrime, who made a post in "r/TGandSissyRecovery" .
A question I've always asked myself and ended up hating myself for. The shame that...
I am new to NoFap but I guess I got this backwards, as I posted last week in "Problematic Sexual Behavior"....
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/boy-19-to-hot-girl-21-2-yr-m2f-transition-sex-cam-escorting-addiction.326812/
The link above will describe me and how I ended up here on...
Hello . I am 23 years old , started porn around 8 years ago. At age 19 i the adiction started. I am adicted to sissy porn. I tried to stop so many time but failed i was allways relapsing. I am atracted to women , never had anything with a man. I dont know what to do , i also have a girlfriend...
I noticed that I can easily make it to 5 days, until the urges starts, and on 7 days it becomes really hard. Also seeing dreams about porn every night after 5 days. I cant think anything else but porn, I cant distract myself becouse the urges are nonstop on my mind. This is making me suicidal...
Hey Everyone
Today is day 620 on nofap but it’s been a bumpy journey, particularly recently.
I spent 2018 and 2019 doing my own version of nofap, I didn’t know it was a thing back then. I was just trying to kick the habit of edging for hours on end to trans, sissy, cd stuff. This would...
Are you interested in a support telegram group for people who suffer from bad porn addiction, escalation in genres which causes extreme shame and make you suicidal, compulsive disorder etc.?
I think together we are stronger than fighting alone against all this problems. I mean addiction itself...
How should I start....?
Im 20 soon to be 21.
TRIGGER WARNING :dont read if you got unsolved problems with femdom or omegle, or if i depict shit here. Dont wanna make anyone relapse.
Finally making this post, I'm so sick and tired.
Laying in this fucking bed in this fucking dirty room with dirty...
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I’m new to this. But my boyfriend has been watching sissy porn for a few years. I’ve told him how upset it makes me feel and he’d never do it again. Last night I found his Xbox was filled with saved GIFs and videos etc. We had an argument and haven’t spoke since. This morning I checked again...
I really have nowhere else to go, so I’ll try to seek help from this community.
I little background about me. I have always crushed on girls and been attracted to them and today I am happily married to my wife. About 10 years ago I started mastubating to crossdressing/trap hentai and have been...
The title already explains the problem and there's triggering content, sorry for that.
I'll try to no get extended in triggering details, also not native speaker so I apologise in advance for my English.
This is my situation. Somehow I got into crossdressing when I was young, about 13. Then I...
Today is the 301st day of no PMO. Never imagined I’d get this far!
Have I been tempted recently to look at P recently? Not really, the light feels as if it’s gone out on that urge, also feels like the trans urge has diminished . Ended up on a chat site a few times recently but after a few...
Hello guys, I am an 18-year-old male. I have identified as a male for all of my life, and never really placed my gender identity into question.
Since I was a kid I had an interest in women's clothing. I would steal my mom's pantyhose and swimsuits and would love to wear these. I crossdressed...
NSFW - A lot of triggers be careful
So my Story begins this way.
I was a young boy at the age of 6 an on the day I was with my family watching some movies, then the first porn image came, a Mexican politician having sex with a girl.
2 years later, I went to Queretaro with my brother and my mom...
So I started going to therapy to try and help myself out and thought I would ask you guys to see if there really is a connection. In plenty of psychology websites they talk about how trauma in early childhood can lead to addictions of all kinds.
My mom was very hard on me. Like very strict. She...
Based off of reading some previous posts on this topic I know there are some others here who have similar experiences as mine, so I thought I'd share in hopes of finding support and showing others like me that they aren't alone. For context before I begin I'm a 23 year old guy that lives as a...
Today is the day where I have made it through 6 months of nofap.
My genre of P was (and still is as I’m not there yet) trans/sissy/cross dressers which for a heterosexual male is quite difficult to work out why the attraction exists.
There have been temptations along the way but for now I...
Hi everyone,
I'm 26 years old transgender woman and here's why I have decided to join NoFap community:
1. I started my porn/fetish addiction when I was 12, I was little boy in a family without father with no privacy (no personal room or safe space) and school where I was constantly bullied...
I am 15 years old and I have been watching porn since I was 11/12. I have become desensitised to normal porn with man and a woman so I moved on to just lesbian then got bored. After that I moved to bdsm then I got desensitised to that then I have moved to femdom. And finally now sissy porn and...
Exhibitionist sissy and transwoman porn-o-holic is where I have ended up in after years of incremental addiction. It has invaded my life, my mind, and my self. I have been trying to get off only to fall back in to it. I want to break free. I hope I can find some fellow souls who I can be open with.
I've been going through hell the past few days, as I wrote in my journal: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/ocd-etc.275073/#post-2547320
Today I really wanted to die again. I just had enough of the constant obsessive thoughts and fucked-up images of myself mixed with anxiety and urges...
Hey guys, I’m almost 2 whole weeks without masturbation! Yesterday was tough, but today was a little easier to handle. I haven’t exercised yet this week, which I don’t think is doing my confidence any good, but I’m going to try to tonight. The transwoman porn urges are still extremely strong, even...
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Hey guys, I’m 12 days off of masturbation and 2 months off of porn. Last night, for the first time in a while, I had a dream about transwoman porn. I woke up extremely horny and I wanted to masturbate. But, in the end I didn’t. Today is the hardest day I’ve had to go through since I started this...
Today I hit day 84 of no PMO. My P addiction is to ts/cross dresser/sissy P and online chat/sexting with cross dressers. I’m heterosexual and watching straight P just seemed boring in comparison!
84 days has been tough and I still have deep thoughts about ts and the many online interactions and...
With the quarantine I'm stuck in a small apartment, and what I would call "my old demons" have invaded my mind again, stronger than ever.
I had HOCD (couldn't label it back then of course) at the beginning of puberty: obsessive doubts about my sexual orientation, although I had, and have always...
I don't know how to begin... I'm a 17 year old and I can't stop watching femdom/sissy/humiliation porn and it's getting harder to quit.
I had heard about nofap from a Tedtalk, and started trying to quit. But I realised, I couldn't even go about a single day without watching it.
Unlike other...
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I’m 19 with my first relationship with a girl and I’m trying to have sex with . I’ve watched femdom,sissy,joi humiliation,worship mistress, even some sissy cuck cocksucking nasty shit at one point
I’m 13 days into NoFap hard mode and it’s never been harder to do I wake up and go to sleep...
have had a sissy fetish since puberty. I had a couple hints of this before puberty. Once I started puberty I would masturbate everyday to sissy captions and fantasies. I’ve had times where i’m more into vanilla but i always comeback to this fetish. I’m a straight guy and I hate this fetish and...
Hey guys,
I'm new here. It's my first ever post.
I've been reading Nofap forums since two weeks and I really wanted to get answers to this.
I'm a porn addict since a long time.
I started with anal, BDSM around 13 (now 22) and at that time, I would see me as the dominant in those clips...
Hey guys, I’m 11 days off PMO, but I’m struggling a little bit, last night and this morning we’re tough. I was extremely close to relapsing both last night and this morning, but I fought the urges off. I also broke a streak for the longest I’ve gone without porn or masturbation. Could use a...
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Hey guys, so it’s been about a month since I watched porn and I’m nine days off masturbating as well. If you haven’t read my previous posts, I am 17 and I used to crossdress and watch sissy/transwoman porn. I just wanted to give you guys an update on what I’m experiencing after 9 days. After 9...
So here’s my whole story...
I remember when I was around the age of 10 or 11, I felt drawn to women’s clothes for some reason. I began to dress in my moms underwear and stuff most days when I was alone. I’m not sure why, but I was just drawn to it. I remember the first time I ever came was in a...
Hey guys, so I’m 16 and I basically have a transwoman/sissy porn fetish. I’m really trying to kick the porn habit. I can’t get hard thinking about girls anymore. I just broke a ten day streak of not masturbating. I haven’t watched porn in about 2 weeks, but I still have the urge to masturbate. I’ve...
Hey everyone, I am new here hoping it would help me take back the control of my life. I'd like to put an end to sissy hypnosis, I mean what is it all about. Out of curiosity I'm deep down inside this rabbit hole. I sometimes loose control over my body only to gain it back when I've masturbated...
Hello Fapstronauts,
First off, this community is a Godsent, because right now it's helping me stay sane. So, thank each and every one of you;
My story begins with taking magic mushrooms four months ago(I'm not advocating use of illegal drugs I'm just simply sharing my experience) It was a magical...
Alright so this is going to be a kind of overview of my sexual experiences in the past and my addiction to sissy porn.
This will be a brief overview of sexual encounters I had when I was younger.
I had been exposed to porn at a young age, I couldn't tell you exactly when I first started...
Okay, so I have been practicing nofap on and off for around 2 years now... initially struggling to go more than a couple of days before relapse.
this was due to pied and also escalation to transgendered person porn, to sissy porn and then onto gay porn which caused serious HOCD. Even though I had had...
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I started using nofap like a month and a half. First wekk was good and then I couldn't resist PMO for 2 days. Right now I had a great week without porn and I started chatting with a girl from my elementary school. I felt great. That week I also met girls from grammar school...
sorry if this is in the wrong place. Where do I start, I have been a porn addict for about 5 years now, started as a symptom of my depression and excessive porn use, it can either along a with anxiety and other problems too. It started with incest porn (I don’t have a family) and later developed...
Hello,
I am in a new relationship after a few years of NoFap and practicing semen retention.
In these first few months, partly in response to the insistence of my gf, I have had a handful of orgasms during sex. Even thought I am having O's with her and not with porn and fantasy, it seems to...
Iv just found this out and i'm outraged and shocked!
Just google gender bending plastics, we need to be calling on our governments to be banning these chemicals inside our plastics that get transferred into our foods and drinking water that we consume at an early age. Men are turning into...
I hope this place can help.
I am a biological male who totally identifies as being feminine in almost every way. It is a long story how I got here, but I will make it short.
I realize now that, I think, I was an experiment in a very twisted household. Raised by a passive-aggressive...
Hi all,
I started watching/looking at porn when I accidentally stumbled across it at the age of 10 - I was looking for chess pawns but didn't know how to spell... After 6 years of escalation, I began to delve into Sissy Hypno - this coincided with a time where I was told I was going to move...
Hi guys, I've been trying to stop PMO for September, but I have relapsed 4 times. I don't know what to do now.
My life is kinda boring and sad right now. I'm way too antisocial, and pessimistic.
My main problem is Sissy Porn, which I've been into since 2017. It makes me feel as a submissive girl...
It has been a very interesting summer. Hurtful but full of valuable lessons.
My gf left me 4 months ago and I went full on to sissy porn, It lasted for a few weeks and I realised that I can't live like that any more. So I gave everything up.
After 2 months of nofap everything was much much...
Preface: Being a sissy is a choice. If you are happy with it, good.
But there are people that choose it because they are not happy with themselves. There are people that choose it because they are influenced by the surroundings.
A lot of males here feel that sissy life is not right, and this...
I’ve been using porn basically nonstop since I was 14 (20 now). Usually a few times a day. At first relatively normal stuff, but over time of course it got more extreme. For the last 2 years, I’ve suffered from PIED. For the last year and a half I’ve exclusively PMOed to sissy/trans porn. Since...
This will be quite a long story so sorry in advanced. I'm new to this site and this is only my second day of nofap. I need help kicking this terrible addiction.
I'm turning 21 next month and I've been watching sissy hypnos for about 3 years now.
In high school I kinda figured I was bi, I...
My nofap trip so far has been unbelievable.
I shouldn't say nofap because it's a lot more than that and actually I've customised this process to fit who I am.
For the first week the fantasies and urges were unbearable. I would constantly think of sissy fantasies and cocks and would sometimes...
I'm a 19 year old guy and I have a problem with this genre of porn called sissy hypnosis. To be honest I wouldn't even classify that one as porn , it's just rather total madness. I've known about sissy hypnosis for years now since i first discovered it. I don't consider myself as an addict to it...
As someone who had been into the sissy fetish for a couple of decades I can tell you that it's the most destructive thing I can think of. I know alcoholism or heroin addiction looks like and believe me, while they are damaging and extremely hard to quit, sissy hypnos are just another level. They...
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I am 25 Male from India. I so wish I had never frequented websites that taught me what ASL is. I have been struggling with porn addiction and sissy fetish for more than 7 years. A year back, I saw a clinical psychologist who specializes in sexual addictions and he assured me that I didn't...
Hey community, finding my way through this rough time on day 3. My dilemma is that when I usually had free time I would usually spend it cruising Grindr looking for other men to hook up with.
It all started years ago crossdressinf, panties, wigs, clothes, heels, whole nine yards, drinking...
Hi,
Since my younger years I watched boy to girl videos and mastrubate on it, with the fantasy that I could be that boy. Later I discovered the term sissy porn and started with soft video's but iam currently on the heavy videos.
I even bought various dresses, a wig, pantyhose and lingerie...
I'm 24 years old, have been using porn I think since I was about 10 or 11, started self pleasuring when I was a lot younger.
I don't know how to use the spoiler code yet, so consider this a warning to anyone easily triggered to NOT PROCEED past this point.
I started out with lingerie...
My life is going shit, I am 18 I am studying abroad, I have always been into crossdressing, anal stimulation, sissy, pegging kind of stuff, today it is one of my worst days, so I went to class then I got back home and I slept for like 1 hour and I had a dream of having my own anal sex toys...
Greetings. First of all, I have to say that this community is quite helpful and really supportive. Props to the volunteering work that every member does in order to help many men regain and free themselves from this addictive behavior. As probably every member here, I'd like to share my story...
So, first of all I apologize if my counter didn't update - but I just updated it to start today.
After my first post about getting deep into sissy hypno, I came here and got some pretty good advice - it got me motivated, and I actually went on an 8 day streak.... Though for the next 4-5 days...
So a little bit of background - I used to be into sissy porn, but the farthest I have initially taken it a couple of years back is anal stuff for two minutes with only visual hypno - since then, I took up NoFap, that seemed to help with a lot as I got a lot of my life back together, though the...
Hey Guys,
I am really into Porn. It started with normal soft Porn, than harder Porn, than feet Porn, than Cuckold and Sissy Porn. So i ask myself if these kind of porns ( the cuckold and sissy ) means i am gay? Because there are porn where i be forced of the POV to suck the Cock of a another...
Hi there, this is my first post on nofap and as of now I'm a bit of a mess - looking to see if anyone has had a similar hocd experience and ways to deal with it. First off I have massive respect for gay guys, i've lived in gay friendly cities, gone to gay bars and drag shows with my ex...
Hello to everybody! I wanted to share something with the community. I am, as you can see in my posts, currently in the beginning of the battle with my sP problem. (sissy porn and sissy fetish). Besides of begining PMO streak 5 days ago, i also went to a psycholog to talk about my issues.
One of...
Hey guys,
So ive never talked about my feelings before - either online or with other people. I feel embarrassed by everything I have become and have done.
I am not an avid watcher of porn, but have somehow developed a desire to have risky and dangerous sex with men while dressed as a female...
Well i've made it to day 5 without pmo (specifically sissy hypno mostly) and i've recognised where and why I use porn. I'm so low right now tho with my situation that I also have no sex drive whatsoever and i'm worried that nothing is working at all down there...and I really don't want to check...
I am writing this out - for the first time.
Before I start, i want to ask you, if there is an connection between femdom/traps/sissy pornography addiction and a huge, huge mistake in my life I will describe in this messeage.
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a) How and why it started (I think)
b) The...
So like i mentioned in a post before, im on day 74 now on noFap and 12days into no P because of some peeks and couple of edgings...
I've had Trans-OCD / HOCD from 2011-2014 and now it came back 3 months ago..
There's been a small part of me with submissive fantasies since i was 10-12 but that...
Hi guys. I started NoFap 201 ago and now I feel better than ever in last 15 years.
I got married, started to rebuilding my business and met some new exciting people.
I read a lot of tips how to deal with PMO. I tried a lot of them, some of them I recommended to other people, some of them I mady...
First of all, sorry for my bad english.
I need help.
I present myself before: i'm a guy, i'm 20, virgin, never kissed, never had a girl.
I'm addicted to porn and sissy hypno since (maybe) 4/5 years.
I'm talking to the people who don't know what it sissy hypno: it's a particular type of porn...
hi, masturbation has involved my whole life. I also masturbated as a child rubbing myself with a pillow. now the situation is getting worse. I'm addicted to sissy porn and submission in general, I use masturbation and junk food to punish myself (fortunately I do a lot of sport and I can keep...
So to start off with, I'm turning 28 soon and i've been into porn since i was like 12.. for 10 years i used to PMO 3-6 times a day and ive been trying to reboot on and off for around 4 years..
I've also developed sexual-OCD themes many years ago but ive had OCD all my life.. the current OCD...
Hello everybody,
here I am writing about some doubts I have regarding my sexuality.
Actually I am 27, I broke with my girlfriend about 2 months ago, I have a crossdressing fetish and probably a porn addiction, but I am not sure about that, so maybe someone here may have some experience that...
Hi guys. Weird thing happened to me yesterday. I had my first wet dream. It sounds like nothing special, but I'm almost 30 and it never happened to me.
I never was concerned about not having these. I thought that i have these but i never mentioned it, but now, when it really happened i realised...
First I’ll try to tell about what needs to be known, guess maybe too long but really hope can get some suggestions. So I first masterbated when I was lik 11, it was just orgasm, without any porn or pictures, I don’t even think I was thinking about anything, I just liked the way it felt, the...
If I have too many triggers here, someone please let me know and I'll delete it, or you can remove my post. It's not my intent to trigger anyone, just want people to see how bad things can get if you expose yourself to this filth.
I've watched porn for 30 years and have heavily been into the...
I found this account on BugMeNot. I do not wish to use my own account due to hassle associated with making a temporary email address.
I'm here to confess a bit and hope that you lot can help me sort this out
As a kid i've always fantacized of experiencing sex from a female prespective. I...
Hey, im new here so i dont know if this is the right forum to post it.
Im currently 19 years old and I live in Germany. I have created my account here so search for people who have/had similar problems.
So as the title already says im struggling with a sissy fetish. I am watching porn for a...
Hello, I must say that I do not speak English. All the written text was translated into a google translator. I'm 24 years old and I'm still a virgin (I know, it sounds a little funny even: 24 year old virgin). My story is this: I started watching porn in 13 year . It was an easy porn (video...
Hello guys. I decided to share my story here to express my gratitude for abstaining for 50 days now.
I do not consider myself distinctly successful, but I think it belongs here somehow.
Trigger warning: I'm not going to describe details about fapping itself, but sometimes I'll describe...
recently after two relapses and a binge ago I let the sissy thoughts back in from sissy hypno, ts porn, and gay abuse porn I used to watch because I couldn’t get errections again. This is greatly affecting my progress and I can hear my real voice saying “I am a straight man” in my head but I...
So since Dec 2017 I have been on and off about masturbation. Before that I had an 8 month streak! After I relapsed on the 22nd of December, I had to build back up slowly. Take 2 weeks then relapse. Then for the next 2 months it would be a constant battle of 2-3 Week sieges. It is now april and...
I've just completed 90 days of no porn, no masturbation and no orgasm, except from with my girlfriend. I hope my story will provide motivation for everyone out there who is struggling with addiction and porn related problems. I'd like to emphasise the fact that the changes I've noticed have been...
I’m reposting what I’ve posted on another thread because, honestly, it’s just too painful to lay it all out there again. I’m sobbing just writing this because I’m so scared my boyfriend is damaged beyond repair. I have no problem with queer lifestyle, as I’m bisexual myself, I’m just so worried...
Sissy Porn.
My boyfriend is in to sissy porn, and that’s not all.
Before we start this, I want to say that I have no intention on leaving my boyfriend. He is the most positive influence in my life, but I’m truly scared for him after learning how dangerous sissy porn and the lifestyle that...
Goodmorning from the netherlands, I my self don't have this problem, but me and a buddy of mine think our best friend has a 'sissy' if that's how you call it problem. And I'm in kinda need of some help. To explain we thought he was just doing drugs and found gay porn on his phone like 4 years...
Im nearing day 60 now but im really stressing out. Today at work i got annoyed at something. Immediately i Started fantasising about the sissy stuff and it was as bad as ever. I havent had many problems with it till now. I dont know why this and my hocd is starting to come back.
To start with...
First of all I’m glad to see that I’m not the only one who has this horrible ‘sissy’ fetish because it makes me feel less alone and less of a freak in this world.
I am hugely addicted to TG Captions and sissy porn in general and I’m not sure if it’s just a fetish at this point or if I’m well and...