Day five, thinking about giving up

It has been good, the increased energy and everything up until today. I havent been putting the energy to good use and just been thinking about sex. I have so much energy. But its turned back into sexusl energy. I mean i plan to get with women instaid of fapping. But i realize i need to increase my own confidence with the extra energy i have. Its hard. If i do give up ill be deffinantly trying again by tomorrow morning.

I agreed not to acheive orgasm threw fapping or look at porn. But I will give myself more boundries. Last night I told myself no edging and i felt a bit crazy just laying there listioning to music not fapping. I will try not to fail, i think ill go shovel the snow off the sidewalk, come inside and clean and listion to the radio and make some tea. I feel so up beat but its a challenge i dont want to start all over again so ill go through with it for at least 8 days. At least then it should be easeir next time (i hope). Also im not just trying to quit for sex i just feel better overall and music sounds better, everything. Fapping really does dull your life.

I have a job interview tomorrow so ill do my best and see if that increases my confidence to keep going. They have to see if I can lift the furnature i would be dealing with.

 

Thanks I did that yesterday. I do push ups and arm workouts cause im skinny but my arms are getting mudcular. I think running would
just burn away my calories cause im trying to gain a few pounds. But i will work out more for sure as i did all the other days besides today