Hey, I am new here, never thought i would join this community. I've always found it ridiculous that people came together to stop doing something natural and relieving like masturbation Why would you want to stop doing that? Now I get it, when you can't control yourself, when it takes you over, when it stops you from doing what you have to do. I fell into a vicious circle, I can't study anymore, the only thing I do is searching for new porn and masturbating, when I try to focus on my textbook the only thing i think about is who and what I should watch next. I don't sleep properly, because I stay up late to watch porn and manstrubate. It became an addiction and it is destroying me. I hope I can gain back self-control by doing this, wish me luck.