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Discussion in 'Partner Support' started by Queenie%Bee, Jun 16, 2022.

  1. Jun 16, 2022 #1
    Queenie%Bee

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    We are away on vacation. The bedroom has two doors , he locked one . My 23 year old son ( who knows everything ) walked in on him fully into a video , jerking off , sweating out of breath , pale . I heard my son say “what the actual fuck dad “ I went into the room and saw the aftermath and my husband says “ I just can’t ever stop thinking about it , it pulls me back in ! I need therapy “ ! AND THEN I WOKE UP . This dream was soooo real . This dream is about what I want the most but will never have . Someone willing to fix their own problems for once after 25 years with it .
    Another dream last night . It’s 4pm I’m at work with a good friend that knows everything and lives on same street as me . H texts me he’s leaving work ( 30 min away from home ) my friends husband texts her and says oh H got out of work so early today he got home at noon . AND THEN I WOKE UP .
    I can’t even have peace in my sleep with this stupid shit in my life . I’m done wondering. I’m taking his shit off my plate and giving it back to him for good !!
     
    Queenie%Bee, Jun 16, 2022
    Queenie%Bee, Jun 16, 2022
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  2. Jun 16, 2022 #2
    RUNDMC

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    They kill everything and then we inhabit a haunted world.
     
    RUNDMC, Jun 16, 2022
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  3. Jun 16, 2022 #3
    Queenie%Bee

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    You’ve been around for quite some time too !!! I do remember you
     
    Queenie%Bee, Jun 16, 2022
    Queenie%Bee, Jun 16, 2022
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  4. Jun 17, 2022 #4
    happenstance

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    I hope you're doing better today! Have a great weekend!
     
    happenstance, Jun 17, 2022
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  5. Jun 17, 2022 #5
    Queenie%Bee

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    No . Worse . He’s a foolish foolish man . Stupid ass victim words . I’m not in a position to leave and I hate MYSELF for that .
     
    Queenie%Bee, Jun 17, 2022
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  6. Jul 25, 2022 #6
    BrokenHeart 2

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    If you're not in a position to leave. Find ways to make yourself happy! Do things for yourself and focus on yourself outside of him! Try not to be consumed with his porn addiction. Hang in there!
     
    BrokenHeart 2, Jul 25, 2022
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  7. Jul 25, 2022 #7
    about a girl

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    I had no alternative means but to stay living with my porn addict fiance because I could not just pack up and leave .. I let his addiction consume me physically and mentally .. I am finally free from him but still I struggle in relationships, Now, I am more well prepared and built an arsenal yea I am a bit cold to them sorry but not sorry .. My personal experience in the single spectrum from good to not so good most guys view porn ..

    I am no longer the porn police like I was with my fiance the warden has retired ..
    @Queenie%Bee my advice to you is do not feel rushed to leave , when you are ready you will know trust me .. You do need to be less focused on him and more on You ! ( but you already know that )
    Shine bright
     
    about a girl, Jul 25, 2022
    about a girl, Jul 25, 2022
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  8. Jul 26, 2022 #8
    Queenie%Bee

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    100% ! I’m working on ME !
     
    Queenie%Bee, Jul 26, 2022
    Queenie%Bee, Jul 26, 2022
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