Yea I realize now that she is intentionally trying to hurt me without letting me know it. Before I went I went travelling in Juli she had blocked me everywhere but when it was my birthday on 21 July she congratulated me and a few days later again blocked me during my travel! How more brutal can you get? I am shocked because I just don''t recognize this nice and beautiful person I knew in life with the way she treats me on social media. I always helped her and treated her with respect and this is what I get in return, a fistful of disrespect! No next time she writes me, I will call her back immediately, know her she will have no balls telling me this on the phone. She is a little Russian girl who is afraid and hates everything. You know she also mentioned all my personal shortcomings on why she doesn't want to be with me and that her new man makes her happy and calm. That was also really unnecessary. I mean if you don't wanna be with me then just get the hell out of my life and shut up! What can be the reason why she wants to inflict hurt on me while still trying to befriend me once a month? Maybe it was encouraged by her sister or girlfriends. To me it seems like she is trying to kill my love for her and then make me her "a girlfriend"... She did tell me she wants a friend like me. I bet my money she will try to write me again nearing the new year. If its true what she spoke that she is soon moving to another country to her man to build a family, I doubt a person like her can achieve happiness as I believe in karma.