experimenting with myself

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Ursamajor, Oct 9, 2016.

  1. Ursamajor

    Ursamajor Fapstronaut

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    roday is my day 14. it has only begun so i will not write a poem about victory before it is over. i just wanted to say that i got a lot of dandruff in last few days. i hope i wrote it correct. my skin in my hair is so dry and is falling of my head like snow. i feel terrible about it. and i can't sleep because of my errection during the night. i had errections before nofap but this is just weird to be hard all night :) and i had a weird dream of some woman from my office which is not the want i would like to date :)
    have fun everybody and take care of yourself
     
  2. Ursamajor

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    It is Day 20 for me today. I do not see any big difference. my voice is back to normal. the only thing I like is that I need to sleep less than I used to and I feel better when I wake up. and my eyes work even In the evening. nothing else for now. I am not alfa male or something
     
  3. SLIPZ19

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    Hey dude, it seems that there's a HUGE emphasis on woman and how the 'perfect woman must make you happy. Now don't get me wrong, women are amazing and what drives us men in life and that's totally normal. Dude, you are doing Nofap to break away from having these urges be a thorn in your heal, so embrace the process and you will see as the days/months accumulate how free you will become. You should really check out this post that is currently trending on this site:
    https://www.NoFap.com/forum/index.php?threads/why-you-need-to-stop-chasing-girls-right-now.78543/

    Many guys have split views but read carefully what the OP is saying. It seems as though many of the guys on here just want to read into negativity, but the fact of the matter is, is that we are here to BUILD OURSELVES to become better men in society for the beautiful women out there.
     
  4. Ursamajor

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    i found a woman that fits me perfect. she is so close to me in things but she always shows me even more perfect view on things. but she only sees me as a friend. it will be hard to find another person like that
     
  5. SLIPZ19

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    Dude, you just took my quote completely OUT OF CONTEXT....
     
  6. Ursamajor

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    no. i just did a short reply. i found a woman i want to be part of my life and she makes me feel who i am. she is the one. with her i can be who i am without any worries how will she react. she makes me feel happy no matter how bad the situation is. she is positive, she is everything that i need to get better. i can not explain you how i feel and to me this is a sign that i found i need in one simple person
     
  7. Ursamajor

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    day 23 is on. i wanted to watch porn. i did watch some previews and i did not see it like i used 23 days ago. something changed. i liked it but it is not the same. i did some masturbation too but i did not have an orgasm so i do not see it as a relapse. or should i? my balls hurt again because of masturbation but i like it. it reminds me that i am alive and i should not do it next time. this is positive thing in a negtive one ;)
     
  8. Ursamajor

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    i relapsed. i did M and O without P. i did feel something is not ok and this is why i did it. since day 2 and 3 i felt something is not ok. i will try again. 25 days is my new personal best.