Hello guys hope you are doing well this is my first time writing a thread... I have been interacting with PMO since I was 10 years old, right now, I'm twenty years old. I will probably tell my story in a future thread, but first I would like to ask you something, a couple of years ago I felt very good about my dick size, I felt very confident and glad with it, after watching years of porn I started to feel uncomfort with my size, I feel very insecure with this condition due that I can't enjoy being with a girl in peace because im always wondering if she is feeling enough or if my dick was bigger she will feel more.. As I said i didn't have this problem a couple of years ago, so actually when I relapse, I do it with "huge dick" porn, I don't know why but I only get excited when I see, mega dicks, I'm not gay at all, and I feel bad about this behavior, because it has also made me get into "cuckold" porn and imagine my ex girlfriend with another guy with a bigger dick than mine.. My boner's are not good enough and maybe that also affects me because I don't see my dick real size or I don't know, porn has made me change my mind about my Alpha male and now sometimes I jerk off thinking about cuckold or something like that... I wasn't like that and I really want to recover my alpha male on this field... Do you have any advice? I noticed that when I scored 40 days I started to feel comfort again with my dick but not completely.. Best Regards Warriors!