Feeling more tempted to the weird porn genres in reboot

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by brainrenewal, May 26, 2015.

  1. brainrenewal

    brainrenewal Fapstronaut

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    I'm on day 7, and I'm experiencing a strange effect. I am doing to describe this vaguely and without going into specifics because I would not want to trigger mental images or temptation for anyone.

    Weeks ago when I was viewing porn regularly, I would usually start out by viewing pretty standard images of sex - nudity, couples, etc. but within a while I would escalate to the weird genres, then of course be instantly disgusted with myself afterward. It was an incremental yet steady move toward the weird genres.

    Now that I've been porn sober for seven days, it's like that incremental arc toward being tempted by the weird is leaping right to the weird. When my brain longs for its porn fix, it's *instantly fixating on the extremes of porn* it doesn't want naked bodies, it wants weird shit right away with no lead in or build up.

    I feel almost like the monster is realizing it's being defeated and is putting up its harshest fight yet, because it's desperate, it knows that it is on its way out, so it's bringing out the heavy weaponry and the big guns. It's like its saying "you want a fix, why not get a fix with the intense shit", I'm not even craving the light shit any more. When my brain fantasizes, it goes right to extreme genres.

    The "good" part of this is that such genres are so disgusting I can use that disgust against them.

    The bad part is that my brain is aching for extremes, it's craving intense bad shit, and my mental thought process goes there instantaneously.

    Does anyone else experience this - that cravings now go right to the most extreme kinds?
     
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  2. Musta

    Musta Fapstronaut

    Thank you for not specifying those genres .
    Yes this is exactly what's happening . Your brain is trying to trick you with those genres as the normal nudes aren't doing the trick anymore . It is trying to get you to fap by reasons of curiosity . I have experienced this too but I got used not to fall for those tricks . If you stop thinking about porn and stay busy with other things then your brain will not have the chance to come up with those kinky stuff .
    best of luck mate