finding myself youtubing white girls twerking

I would avoid this as well. It could lead to masterbation. Which could lead to relapse to P

 

Might wanna be a little less explicit in your titles and putt stuff in spoilers.

 

One man's trash is another man's trigger.

 

Tbh twerking is hot. I would personally avoid it, but you don't have to. If you are doing scientific research on the topic that's fine, but if you're watching it to get aroused then I think we all know the answer.

 

Why do the clothes make some magical difference? If you're watching girls do things that make you aroused, it's either porn or porn substitute. In the case of twerking I would call it maybe soft porn. So yeah, you should propably stop that.

 

I've searched for 'girls eating' as p-sub before anything can be p-sub if you let it. We all know what you are doing - you've decided you are not going to watch porn any more, and now you are trying to 'cheat' by allowing yourself to look at p-subs.

I can't claim that it's as bad as watching extreme hardcore P, but if you want a total reboot you need to cut that shit out.

 

You are not the only user though! So what triggers you may not trigger someone else. Hence it's best to use spoilers. You wouldn't wish a trigger ruining your mood and get urges onto yourself! Why do it to others?