First time I watched Porn.

Hi Guys,
I 37 , when i was 16 , my friend in high school invited me to his home.he had a computer and he had many erotic videos in his computer.
then he showed me one erotic video.i never ever had seen any erotic video before that.
i saw some erotic picture in some newspapers and magazines and masturbated with them before that videos.
1 years later , my brother bought a computer and connected to internet with dial up connection(2002)!
i told to my freind i could connect to net and he suggested to me a porn page address for the first time.
I bought internet cart for my brother on that day.
at night my brother went to my sister's house and slept there.
WOW i alone with a computer and internet and an porn address site!!(At that time, search engines were not so advanced.)
in midnight , I could not sleep and I was thinking a lot about that site.
Finally i wake up and turn on computer (Without turning on the light in darkness.)
i type that adress and I felt an evil black spirit permeate me and i addicted to porn until today.
Porn got all things , replace with relations and emotions and other something.
My body became weaker and weaker day by day, and I masturbated up to 5 times a day.
I masturbated before i watch porn but It took a long time from the onset of lust to masturbation, maybe an hour.
but after i addicted to porn i masturbated in 30 secend !!! and i did over and over.

I'm sure this time God will help me win a big semen retention challenge for two years.
inshallah!!

semen retention help me to be strong than before and i feel my mind is better work and my memory has increased.
thank for reading and i glad to hear your comment.