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First time I watched Porn.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by ermia, Aug 18, 2021.

  1. ermia

    ermia Fapstronaut

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    Hi Guys,
    I 37 , when i was 16 , my friend in high school invited me to his home.he had a computer and he had many erotic videos in his computer.
    then he showed me one erotic video.i never ever had seen any erotic video before that.
    i saw some erotic picture in some newspapers and magazines and masturbated with them before that videos.
    1 years later , my brother bought a computer and connected to internet with dial up connection(2002)!
    i told to my freind i could connect to net and he suggested to me a porn page address for the first time.
    I bought internet cart for my brother on that day.
    at night my brother went to my sister's house and slept there.
    WOW i alone with a computer and internet and an porn address site!!(At that time, search engines were not so advanced.)
    in midnight , I could not sleep and I was thinking a lot about that site.
    Finally i wake up and turn on computer (Without turning on the light in darkness.)
    i type that adress and I felt an evil black spirit permeate me and i addicted to porn until today.
    Porn got all things , replace with relations and emotions and other something.
    My body became weaker and weaker day by day, and I masturbated up to 5 times a day.
    I masturbated before i watch porn but It took a long time from the onset of lust to masturbation, maybe an hour.
    but after i addicted to porn i masturbated in 30 secend !!! and i did over and over.

    I'm sure this time God will help me win a big semen retention challenge for two years.
    inshallah!!

    semen retention help me to be strong than before and i feel my mind is better work and my memory has increased.
    thank for reading and i glad to hear your comment.
     
  2. Abel100%

    Abel100% Fapstronaut

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    La retención de semen debería de ayudarnos a Dejar atrás todas esas malas experiencias.... Ánimo
     
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