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Goddamn it!!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by MJ Warrior 93, May 23, 2014.

  1. May 23, 2014 #1
    MJ Warrior 93

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    After 22 days without PMO'ing and trying to remain strong and spending time listening to music and playing guitar, i got awfully lazy, whenever i feel badly down and sometimes alone, i screw myself up BIG TIME! I have no idea what's wrong with me nor what's inside me, but what i want to do is to have my memory completely erased from my head. I've thought of myself: "stop! What the hell are you doing?" But then i accidentally ignored that thought. i've tried.. i've tried very hard with all my heart and strenght to not relapse, but i guess i am not that strong enough to break free, and it's killing me slowly! :( I know that most of you won't feel like cheering me up nor giving an advice, but i really need it, please.
     
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  2. May 23, 2014 #2
    Squeaky Soul

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    C'mon man! Don't give in!!! I believe that you can make it. Don't let the porn industry win!

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
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  3. May 23, 2014 #3
    Scottojamesz1984

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    Yeah, I know you feel really crappy right now. Keep your head up dude. Right now it feels like all you can thing about is what you have lost , but don't lose sight of what you have done! 22 days is amazing! You have proven something incredible to yourself! You have proven you can do 22 days! I haven't, and many of us haven't, proven to ourselves that we can do that.
    22 days feels like A gold medal at the Olympics to many of us...but you did it man!
    Knowing you can do it again because you have done it before, go for it!! And with the new strength you have gained from this setback, show everyone what 30 looks like!
     
    Scottojamesz1984, May 23, 2014
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  4. May 23, 2014 #4
    Geyser

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    I agree with Scottojamesz,

    22 days seems like forever to me. I'm starting day 12 and I've almost relapsed twice in as many days. You've done it once,, so you can do it again. And with a little effort you'll be back to 22 days. Them 25 days, 30 days, and beyond.

    Stay strong and strive to achieve,
    Geyser
     
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  5. May 23, 2014 #5
    MJ Warrior 93

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    Thanks guys! I don't know what to say. But i can do it, i will do all my best to get porn OFF my head!
     
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  6. May 24, 2014 #6
    central_jake

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    So you fell. What are you going to do about it? You can blame and be angry at yourself, or you can pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and go for 30+ days. The strongest man is the one who falls seven times and stands up eight times. You are that strong man. You've already proven that you are in it for the long haul and that you are able to do it. Believe in yourself, believe that you can go past 21 days. Be aware and alert during the times of laziness.
     
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  7. May 24, 2014 #7
    Bass Guy

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    MDJM5969 is your 365 day challenge in hard mode?
     
    Bass Guy, May 24, 2014
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