Hello, My life was like shit between 5 and 12 and I grew up with guilt, shame, a defensive kid. So growing up I became anti social and I always had those traumas in my self development. So since june I am trying to fix my life, one milestone is that I don't orgasm anymore on porn or had any orgasm in 3 months. I met a psychologist, I discovered I behave like and talk like a kid so after checking for qualities, inside I am a man that can be successful but the way I talk, behave is like I always seek approval, I don't go with my guts, I don't wanna feel guilty and I express inferiority. This problem would explain why I can't fit into society, people don't take me seriously and can't count on me, in career part of my life. So tell me, what made you to go for the girl and make her your wife. How do you approach career opportunities. I need to learn this shit, I didn't had a father role model, I was mostly bullied by him cause he was immature.
I am not super successful or anything , but it seems to me that you need to build confidence. Feel good about something you have achieved, you can do. You should also focus more on yourself, not just on achievements like having a girlfriend or wife. 3 months strike is very good, so it is obvious to me that you are able to get better at things. Is there anything that interests you? Is there anything in particular that you want to get better at?
