HELLO WORLD! Nofap, getting accepted into university, goals, self improvement

Hey. Can't say I haven't done nofap before. Honestly, I have tried so many times to quit but couldn' t really seem to be successful with it. The first time I found out about nofap, it gave me a big light of hope. I was so motivated and excited about the whole idea of self improvement. I tried and failed so many times it felt like that light of hope kept getting dimmer and dimmer. A few years went by and here I am, STILL A 17 YEAR OLD PORN AND MASTURBATION addict. No progress at all..

These past few weeks were the worst parts of my addiction. I WAS FEELING ISSUES I SHOULDN'T BE FACING AT MY YOUNG AGE. Erectile dysfunction, frequent head aches, loss of motivation, this unending guilt of knowing that what I'm doing is really bad but I love it (porn), and many more.

In another brave attempt at becoming the better version of myself, I am for the first time going to commit to a community that will help me with this addiction. I hope sharing my progress here everyday will lead me towards a more enjoyable and happier life.

I am from the Philippines and I will soon graduate high school. But more importantly, I am attempting to go into the best college in my country, the University of the Philippines where the acceptance rates are so low it makes me feel my balls haven't really dropped at all. I am currently setting aside a lot of time for my preparation.

I believe nofap will not only assure that my preparations go smoothly, but also improve my life immensely. Currently, I feel shitty, tired all the time, and very unmotivated. However, with this upcoming admission test, I have managed to get semi-decent discipline in my preparation. Still, I do need nofap to make sure everything goes according to plan because I truly feel that it hinders a lot of my potential.

(REAL SHIT INCOMING)
Guys in the community, you WILL hear from me every day. You WILL witness me rise from my addiction. I WILL get accepted into that university. I WILL become a better version of myself. I have full belief in these affirmations and I WILL make them happen.

Nofap, we meet again. This time, I need
your help. Let us conquer the world together.

 

P

Powerful words, Daniel. Thank you for your support. I will make that journal soon!
--strive for improvement, not perfection--
Brilliant