Hey guys, a short story and why I decided to join

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by JustSayNo2Fap, Jun 22, 2017.

  1. JustSayNo2Fap

    JustSayNo2Fap New Fapstronaut

    I've been basically addicted to Pornography since I was 13 years old. I'm almost 34 now, and I still seek it out almost every day for satisfaction and "relief" from whatever I'm doing.

    I'm almost positive that my addiction to Porn has caused me much grief in my life. I have horrible anxiety, and I would often find myself reaching out to masturbation for a strange "security blanket" to help. In fact, before porn, I was basically addicted to masturbation even as a little kid, I found myself doing it all the time when nobody was around. I believe that my parents actually took me to a doctor back in the 80's to figure out what was wrong with me, if I was like a hypersexual person or something, I don't know whatever came of that short study, but I know that I live my life constantly thinking about sex and porn.

    I'm married and have a kid now, and I keep looking at porn to this day. After I'm done I get a momentary feeling of complete emptiness and soul crushing guilt, and I try to tell myself "this is the last time, I have to stop" but then I find myself going back again, and again.

    I need help, and I think the only way I'm going to get that is being around other people that have experience with this...
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  2. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

    The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?

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