Hey guys, i need help ...

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Xeidiv, Dec 30, 2016.

  1. Xeidiv

    Xeidiv Fapstronaut

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    I announce beforehand that my english is not native.

    I never thought i was adicted to P***, but for the last few months i been trying to cut fapping and i can´t stand more than three days without it. In the third day my mind starts thinking about p*** and teases me with the stuff that turns me on the most (sometimes "illegal" stuff that i would´t watch if i wasn't driven by desire and morbid, and belive me that makes me feel VERY ashamed of myself). So i go search those things just to spend time, feeling totally in control. But obviously, after a few pics or wathever, the lust starts to grow and i don't stop watching and teasing myself until i give up and start fapping. (Of course there is a mental fight of voices that say "do it, its not wrong, this will be tha last time, ect" and "wtf is wrong with you, you said you were going to stop". After i fap i feel really bad with myself and i tell me things like "you are fuck*ng disgusting" etc.
    After today i realised i clearly can't do this by myself so i decided to get external help.
    I really hope that joining this site and interacting with posts, groups and challenges help me a bit to stop fapping once and for all.

    im 20 yo btw
     
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  2. Newlife95

    Newlife95 Fapstronaut

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    Hey,
    Like most people here, I'm in that exact boat as you. Images start haunting my mind and all of a sudden I loose concentration in what I was doing and immediately try to find an excuse to look up what my mind has thought of. But I'm new to this program also and I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone. We are on the same side fighting the same enemy. Good luck to you.
     
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  3. D . J .

    D . J . Fapstronaut

    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and not judge you.
     
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  4. Xeidiv

    Xeidiv Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for your support. I swear i'll try really hard
     
  5. BuboBubo

    BuboBubo Fapstronaut

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    Everything can be done, just never stop to believe. If I can have an advice for you - install some blocker. I would recommend "K9 Web Protection" - from my own experience it is very useful :)
     
  6. Xeidiv

    Xeidiv Fapstronaut

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    Thank you, i will try it right now.
     
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