Hello gentleman. As the title states I would like to talk about how I cured my hocd and or same sex arousal.. Like all of you, ive looked at straight porn and identified as straight for almost all of my life..and it only took a slight arousal to something gay to make my life a living hell. Shocker! You will get groinal responses to any type of sexual activity portrayed whether gay or straight, and you are only empowering your groinal response with stress as well as by focusing on it... What has happened is in the state of panic you forgot what I had just mentioned directly above and trick yourself into believing the reason you are getting aroused is tied to something much more than it actually is. This might sound simple, but you've essentially attached a meaning behind your arousal. And that's it. So ask yourself what are you telling yourself to sort of explain why you have these attractions? When you find out what it is, simply stop accepting it as any sort of reason behind your arrousals. I mean that completely.. Here's an example of what had helped me: I believed the reason I was getting these weird arousal was because I had hocd, and that my arousal was connected to it somehow. By accepting I had an hocd I only made myself have more frequent groinal responses as well as more anxiety. In end result it only worsened my state of mind. Because again I was attaching something important to something as simple as a infrequent arousal. With believing I had hocd I would try everything but only fail.. Abstaining from pornography did nothing, so did exposure and response prevention. At that point after 9 years of hell I thought to myself why was I so focused on my arousal still? Why wasn't the ocd treatment or abstaining from porn not working? For whatever reason, I thought to myself I don't have hocd..and poof my anxiety groinal response and desire to look to see if I was aroused disappeared.. Crazy as it sounds It took me 9 years to finally realize this. dont let it do the same for you. Remember groinal responses only happen when you focus attention on the matter. So by giving yourself a reason to have them you are going to continue to have them.