Yes I understand this, honestly though what held me back wasn’t the fear of being rejected by her in terms of non platonic persists but just speak to her was my fear. I wasn’t scared that i wouldn't get her number or a date, that would kind of suck yeah but it wasn’t what was holding me back. If I had gone up and talked to her and if she said no to me, I would easily still count that as a win. This is because lately in my life I haven’t been socializing much. If that makes sense.