I completely understand that a lot of the comments in this thread are justifiably coming from a position of hurt, however some have failed to realise that I am still in very, very early stages. Some (@AnonymousAnnaXOXO in particular) have made the same very valid points with understanding and without resorting to judgmental personal attacks, and for that I am truly thankful. This was meant to be a general question but it has become almost completely directed at me, which was not my intention. I appreciate all comments and advice but I feel as though some could have perhaps been worded in a far less judgmental way. This was one of the first posts in which I admitted to someone other than myself that I am suffering. To face that kind of judgment and, what seemed like, mockery is not helpful. Especially so early in my hopeful recovery. I joined this website for positivity and encouragement while I try to fix myself, not judgment.