I Can't Do These Evils Anymore So Here Begins My Journey

I MO'd today, no porn. I am counting this as a relapse as now I think I really did not want to do it. I just lose my focus around ten days. It's a mental block I can't get over. Been stuck at relapsing every ten days or so for the past few months. I am going to try something different. I am going to start counting my progress in weeks and fractions of a week instead of days. I'm hoping I will look at it differently this way. Back on the right track tomorrow. I know I can do this if I just keep focused.

 

3/7 of a week

Sorry, I haven't updated in a few days. Had a few relapses (still not porn, just MO) and I've been busy at home on spring break. I will get back to updating regularly. I'm doing well back on track and I hope you guys are too!

 

I have not updated in awhile. Had a few relapses but up to a full week clean. I have a new sense of urgency: I realize just how important this is and how much I need to get my sexuality healthy and in order. I've got a long road ahead but I can do it. Thank you guys so much for the support you've given me.