I need a break from pmo for a while because I'm experiencing some negative consequences caused by extreme indulgence recently. But it's just a "need".. A "necessity" not a genuine desire. I realized I don't really "want" to quit porn. I am addicted? Yes ofcourse and I like my porn!. This is not a troll post or anything like that.. I'm just being honest and it makes me confused because part of me doesn't want to ever stop watching porn and part of me intuiting that's healthy to abstain and only have real sex. And ofcourse my mind is like "maybe moderation is the golden rule" .. How to reconcile that?