I guess i need to be here after all

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by SuperLulox, Jul 7, 2018.

  1. SuperLulox

    SuperLulox Fapstronaut

    Its been months since i last entered this website. Things havent been so bad for me, i started giving guitar lessons, also i started kinda-dating (its complicated, but thats not what i wanna talk about right now) this girl from music school. But i feel like something is keeping me from my true potential: i still watch porn.
    I never completely quited nofap, but i first gave up normal mode for easy mode (wich is yes masturbation but not porn). This didnt go so well: i started relapsing way too often, and its been a while since i last got to the 3 weeks milestone. Looking at my log, i realized that i cant even go a full week without masturbation or porn anymore.
    Relapses dont feel so bad anymore, but they happen all the time, and i constantly feel bad about myself, at least a little bit.
    I miss feeling like a god, like i can do anything, like i could conquer the world.
    Today i relapsed 5 times allready and that was the drop that filled the bucket: im back on NoFap, and back on this forum.
     
  2. WittLowryfan0915

    WittLowryfan0915 Fapstronaut

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    keep your head up man! i would recommend resetting your counter tho so it stays legit :)
     
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  3. Steve Sancteria

    Steve Sancteria Fapstronaut

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    From my own experience, being active on this forum didn't help me personally going for long streaks, what helped me is to invent new strategies, establishing new habits and experimenting with it until I've been able to create great results. Then I've shared my strategies and experiences on the forum, the feedback then did enpower me to let my new strategy keep going and this made me break through a 2 month streak with not a single urge at all.

    Simply being here wont do wonders dude, you can get inspiration and motivation here, but in the arena, it's only you and the urge, wether you've managed to smith great weapons or you face the big tiger with your bare hands.
     
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  4. SuperLulox

    SuperLulox Fapstronaut

    Wow, that's some great advice, thanks man. You're absolutely right
     
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