Guys, I surrender. I've come to the sad realization that I need help trying to get out of this sad world that is pornography. I've tried multiple times to do it on my own, but I just continue to fail time and time again. I feel so frustrated, and sad... and alone. This is hard, harders than I thought. So yeah, I needed to get that out. To let out some of this things that are making me feel like garbage.