i feel you. i wish i never started watching p too but we can't change the past i had suicidal thoughts too after i couldn't avoid facing my s and p addiction we can change the present and go back at being the persons we really are, congrats on your improvements
Excellent post. This is an awesome reminder that betas make it nowhere in this world, alphas do. Laws of nature ftw.
Amazing improvement bro. Inspiring story you have there. Just one question: how did you deal with laziness? (If you had that problem) I started nofap and all is fine, but I feel like I'm becoming lazy and my brain is continuously seeking some kind of entertainment...
Movies,books,go out and socialize,learn something new .....the amount of time you get back is incredible
In my case, anime was indeed a problem because it alienated me from the real world experiences, women, and desires. On par with gaming, porn, etc. I was completely numbed all day long. I did not get to see myself as a girl or things like that, but it doesn't sound so weird when you start thinking about what deep alienation can do to our brains... Modern and childish Japanese culture as a whole affected me, and despite still wanting to keep learning the language, I find it problematic... We just do not see how things affect us, our culture shapes us in a way and we have to recognize that some things are just so negative that we end up wasting our days binging. Best of luck there partner. Greetings.
