Im addicted to porn and i have developed some fucked up fetishes

I thought hentai was those temporary tattoos? I'm not going to google it for fear of what I might come across. Well done for coming here. I'm 43 and fucked up. This has been controlling my life since I was your age. It's affected my self esteem, my physical health and my mental well being. Don't be me. You can be so much better than I have been.

 

Yeah I was into it as well get rid of all of it there is some depraved shit in that genre I don’t really miss looking at it one bit do yourself a favor forgive yourself and give up porn like your life depended on it and find things that give your life value and fufilment porn won’t and never can give anything to you all it does is take

 

I'm 63 and fucked up.

 

Many people report that after not PMOing for a while, the fucked up fetishes they got from porn go away.

 

I hope so. Mine aren't even that bad, but they don't help my brain.

 

You have to keep trying. Almost everybody relapses before getting some good streaks going. But they keep trying and they get better for it.

What did you do before you relapsed? And before that? It was a chain of things - you need to learn what is the first link in that chain and break that - that's the easiest point at which to stop.

What were the things that preceded the 6 hours of reading hentai manga and watching hentai videos, and which led to it?

 

I had a wet dream about watching that genre this morning but I’m fine now I thought it was real I felt vulnerable for a bit but I realize this is good sign because my brain is trying best to hold on to those thing subconsciously but I refuse to to turn back to pmo and I feel better for not giving in and wet dreams haven’t affected me after having less of them don’t always give into your body and brain the higher consciousness your true self will help you break through and keep fighting but that only happens after you abstain as long as possible you will gain self respect and wisdom to know that it’s a waste of your time

 

Well, some thoughts:

• a little boredom never killed anybody - shit, at the end of my drinking career, I craved boredom, the excitement was killing me.
• if it's late and you're bored, maybe it's time to go to sleep
• find something else to do ehen bored.

 

Follow this guy on YouTube and watch this video hope it helps

 

I am one fucked up porn addict and I gravitate to the barely legal side so an industry made strictly to cater to those who enjoy the submissive short skirted innocent females sexualized would be great, but I never understood it nor found it interesting