Im addicted to porn and i have developed some fucked up fetishes

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I started my porn addiction when i was 12. Im 16 years old now and my addiction is becoming worse day by day. It all started with normal porn but in the last 2 years i became addicted towards loli hentai and i grew some fucked up fetishes thanks to hentai. I hate myself to the core for those fetishes and i really need help, so please give me some advices on how to stop a porn addiction and begin living a normal life. Also, excuse me for my english, English is not my native language.
 
I thought hentai was those temporary tattoos? I'm not going to google it for fear of what I might come across. Well done for coming here. I'm 43 and fucked up. This has been controlling my life since I was your age. It's affected my self esteem, my physical health and my mental well being. Don't be me. You can be so much better than I have been.
 
fosterblack said:
I thought hentai was those temporary tattoos? I'm not going to google it for fear of what I might come across. Well done for coming here. I'm 43 and fucked up. This has been controlling my life since I was your age. It's affected my self esteem, my physical health and my mental well being. Don't be me. You can be so much better than I have been.
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It's japanese hand drawn pornography and the worts part is you can fulfill all your fetishes because it is not real life. It made me hate myself every single time I watched it because it's full of underage stuff. It also made me paranoid all the time. But i realy want to change. Im still just a kid and a really don't want to spend my life hating myself.
 
zheldon said:
It's japanese hand drawn pornography and the worts part is you can fulfill all your fetishes because it is not real life. It made me hate myself every single time I watched it because it's full of underage stuff. It also made me paranoid all the time. But i realy want to change. Im still just a kid and a really don't want to spend my life hating myself.
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Yeah I was into it as well get rid of all of it there is some depraved shit in that genre I don’t really miss looking at it one bit do yourself a favor forgive yourself and give up porn like your life depended on it and find things that give your life value and fufilment porn won’t and never can give anything to you all it does is take
 
Hentai is very destructive stuff. It took me a lot of efforts to let that cancer shit go, I was developing weird stuffs that I don't dare to say here. A lot worse than "normal" P stuff. I don't want never to go back there again!
 
You will be ok, you were exploited by the industry which is designed to addict people. Well done for recognising how toxic and destructive it is so young, you're in the right place and on the path to recovery.

@Ahmed Abdinur Ahmed I watched that video and found it v enlightening, thanks for sharing. That poor girl. It's basically exploitation of young people on both sides of the camera and shows how many people got involved due to childhood trauma. So glad these people are speaking up about it to create positive change.
 
Ceridwen said:
You will be ok, you were exploited by the industry which is designed to addict people. Well done for recognising how toxic and destructive it is so young, you're in the right place and on the path to recovery.

@Ahmed Abdinur Ahmed I watched that video and found it v enlightening, thanks for sharing. That poor girl. It's basically exploitation of young people on both sides of the camera and shows how many people got involved due to childhood trauma. So glad these people are speaking up about it to create positive change.
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You are welcome
 
So i relapsed after just 1 day. I spent 6 hours reading hentai manga and watching hentai videos which made me more depressed and paranoid. I'm starting to think that i can't do this
 
You have to keep trying. Almost everybody relapses before getting some good streaks going. But they keep trying and they get better for it.

What did you do before you relapsed? And before that? It was a chain of things - you need to learn what is the first link in that chain and break that - that's the easiest point at which to stop.

What were the things that preceded the 6 hours of reading hentai manga and watching hentai videos, and which led to it?
 
Immature said:
You have to keep trying. Almost everybody relapses before getting some good streaks going. But they keep trying and they get better for it.

What did you do before you relapsed? And before that? It was a chain of things - you need to learn what is the first link in that chain and break that - that's the easiest point at which to stop.

What were the things that preceded the 6 hours of reading hentai manga and watching hentai videos, and which led to it?
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Hmm, i would guess boredom. Before i fall asleep, i watch some videos on youtube. But yesterday i simply found them boring and i wanted to kill some time. That's why i turned to hentai.
 
I had a wet dream about watching that genre this morning but I’m fine now I thought it was real I felt vulnerable for a bit but I realize this is good sign because my brain is trying best to hold on to those thing subconsciously but I refuse to to turn back to pmo and I feel better for not giving in and wet dreams haven’t affected me after having less of them don’t always give into your body and brain the higher consciousness your true self will help you break through and keep fighting but that only happens after you abstain as long as possible you will gain self respect and wisdom to know that it’s a waste of your time
 
zheldon said:
Hmm, i would guess boredom. Before i fall asleep, i watch some videos on youtube. But yesterday i simply found them boring and i wanted to kill some time. That's why i turned to hentai.
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Well, some thoughts:
  • a little boredom never killed anybody - shit, at the end of my drinking career, I craved boredom, the excitement was killing me.
  • if it's late and you're bored, maybe it's time to go to sleep
  • find something else to do ehen bored.
 
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zheldon said:
It's japanese hand drawn pornography and the worts part is you can fulfill all your fetishes because it is not real life. It made me hate myself every single time I watched it because it's full of underage stuff. It also made me paranoid all the time. But i realy want to change. Im still just a kid and a really don't want to spend my life hating myself.
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I am one fucked up porn addict and I gravitate to the barely legal side so an industry made strictly to cater to those who enjoy the submissive short skirted innocent females sexualized would be great, but I never understood it nor found it interesting
 
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