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I'm drowning.....

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by LostSon41, Apr 9, 2023.

  1. Apr 9, 2023 #1
    LostSon41

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    I am on Day 133 but feel like shit. I have felt urges and horniness on another level for like 12 days straight.

    Who's ever felt like this, feeling like your free from porn but suddenly everything feels terrible again as urges come from nowhere?

    I haven't broken my NoFap rules yet, nothing that will make me reset. But I have typed porn in the search bar, even looked it up but covered my eyes when opening a site. Why do I do that? I thought I was free but as my life got easier I guess my will has become softer.
     
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  2. Apr 9, 2023 #2
    LostSon41

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    Yeah I should've mentioned that I detoxed myself from instagram, but recently rejoined it to see if I can make it without relapsing. That was only 5 days ago tho
     
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  3. Apr 9, 2023 #3
    LostSon41

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    Think I might have finally hit the Flatline
     
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  4. Apr 9, 2023 #4
    LostSon41

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    Only things keeping me going might be that I don't want to PMO on a day like Easter and my streak is so large that I don't feel like I could recover it for a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng while
     
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  5. Apr 9, 2023 #5
    LOSEmyselftoSAVEmyself

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    Look man, I know you are on a massive streak, and mad props for that.

    But don't look at porn. Stay with this reboot a little longer.

    What you need from life, the kinds of resources you need to build up is
    what this reboot can give you.

    It's hard sometimes, I get it because I have almost as many days as you.

    But hang in there, keep going. You aren't flatlined.
     
    LOSEmyselftoSAVEmyself, Apr 9, 2023
    LOSEmyselftoSAVEmyself, Apr 9, 2023
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    nonanino, Returning Rebooter and again like this.

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