I'm Going to Try This Again.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 90sprincess, Mar 28, 2020.

  1. 90sprincess

    90sprincess Fapstronaut

    Today is day 0. I made it to three days and relapsed all over again. This Coronavirus really got me messed up because since I'm not working all I do is just stay in the house, bored.
    I've was doing good but for the past three weeks, I've been through hell. I take care of my mom and she's been really sick, had to call 911 for her twice. It's been rough, Thursday she passed out and was admitted to the hospital, but I couldn't go with her and that really gave me anxiety. I've had three family members die in that hospital and my sister died two years ago in our house, so I've been on edge and using porn to distract me.

    I feel terrible now and I ashamed while I was doing it. Today I installed a porn blocker and I want to try again. Sometimes, I feel like I can't beat this but I still want to try.
  2. gingeralan

    gingeralan Fapstronaut

    I hope everything goes well with your mum. It’s a difficult time for all of us and I feel your pain.

    Good to try the porn blocker, u need to make it difficult for you to override it tho. Be kind to yourself, you have been through a lot. Stay strong, disciplined and safe.

    Peace and love to all
  3. Irishman13

    Irishman13 Fapstronaut


    I am sorry to read that, sounds like tough times for you.

    Just to let you know that today is also my day 0.

    I am here to follow and support.
  4. whitehouse

    whitehouse Fapstronaut

    Hey man,

    I'm sorry to hear that, I am also retrying NoFAP and I think this is the perfect time for me to do it. Its only now that I am at home alone that I realize how much of an effect porn has on me. The only reason I can avoid it for most of the day is because I have to work. Wanking to porn is like a treat at the end of the day for me. Now that I am in isolation the illusion of control has been shattered. I've gone back to whole day porn and edging binges.

    I'm done with this.
    @Irishman13 and OP, Good luck!

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