In Search of Permanent Reboot

I’ve been struggling with PMO since the mid-90s. That’s a QUARTER CENTURY for anyone who’s counting. I was helpless, failing despite support groups and months and months of therapy.

A couple of years ago I surprised myself by suddenly stopping. As days turned into weeks and months, I was amazed. Unfortunately, I started fooling myself by drawing erotic pictures. I was actually simply creating my own porn!

After a year or more relapse, it’s gotten ridiculous. I’m online all the time and now going straight to surfing really hardcore stuff I never would have liked even just a few months ago. I’m convinced the way to escape is NEVER GO THERE. No supposedly innocent looking at old pinup cartoons, no touching, no drawing. Just don’t start anything.

Although I know this will require a heck of a lot more than just luck, please wish it to me anyway.

Day One is Done
Now One Day at a Time

 

Not much on PAWS. I currently have PIED, Didn’t specifically mention it, but it’s definitely part of what brought me here.

Thanks, and stay safe. And Congrats on 416 days!

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