Marco, The bigger question here is how do you honestly feel about it. We can give you our opinion, but really it's up to you. This is your journey. Conduct an honest assessment and go from there. Let's face it, this forum is not here to judge, but to support you. For some, your actions would seem like a relapse, for others, not so much. If you feel "a little shitti and bad," you probably should consider this a relapse. But again, I recommend doing an honest self-assessment. In fact, moving forward, capture/write down what you would consider as a relapse, and hold yourself accountable. Don't attempt to rationalize why you did something. If you violate the standards you set, reset.