Jump Start January 2024 Commitment Thread

I would like to participate. My goal is no self masturbation. I'm been abstaining from porn for 4 months. I am married, but sex is rare as my wife has gone through menopause (once or twice a month, and usually not full sex). My goal is one month, but will hopefully go longer. So far I've not been able to go for more than 1 week. Currently, I am at a week, although I did have time with my wife yesterday.

 

I'm in.
Day 1.

 

I need to stop this addiction that has taken over my life and stopped me from having success in overall life.
Am a 37yr old married male. Am married to a beautiful wife but i refrain from real sex because it feels boring because of porn hijacking my brain. I have an open relationship so real sex with other woman is not a problem but i still choose porn instead. Thats my personal life.
The porn I enjoy watching is mostly transgendered person porn, i accepted the fact that i am probably attracted to trannys and i accept the fact that i could be a bisexual and i dont really care about my sexuality but what i do care of is stopping to watch porn and jack off in front of a screen, i rather suck tits or sucks a trannys cock irl instead of digital satisfaction which is fucking my brain.
My professional life has been slacking as well. I am a day trader and a fitness trainer and many of my hot female clients are attracted to me but yet i choose to go on my screen and shag on transgendered person porn instead.
I am a bull irl and i have some cucks who call me to fuck their wife and i really enjoy it but offlate i have been ignoring those requests cause i believe porn makes u beta from the alpha you were. I used to have an onlyfans with subscribers as a side income but now i stopped that too due to me consuming content instead of creating new content. I dont know how it would work with me having an onlyfans and also continue this challenge. Is it even possible? i would like to hear your thoughts.
My brain has been always foggy because of PMO cause i cannot think clearly in anything, porn always hijack my thoughts and decisions making process and stopping my professional growth. I know i have the potential but my dopamine has been destroyed and the reward mechanism doesnt work no more. I really desperately need to fix this. I have failed 3 times. My maximum nofap was around 3 weeks and then i relapsed and u know the story then it never stops.I decided to join this community and hope we all could help each other grow. I am aware of all the negative effects of porn, dopamine, apathy etc. But yet i fall back into this trap. This is my story!! I wish u all a happy new nofap 2024

 

Day 2

 

I would like to participate
Day 2 check in

 

Day 9 Doing well. Slept well. Staying the course.

 

Day 3 for me

 

I'm in.
Day 2

 

I am in, pledging no relapses rest of the month. I had a relapse today after 29 days so I'm proud of my progress, but I've definitely been slipping up the past few weeks getting lazy and apathetic. Recommitting right here, and glad to be back posting instead of wallowing in self-pity.

 

Day 3

 

Day 3

 

Day 3 in January
Day 16 since last relapse. Still continuing my 90 day streak.

 

I am a new rebooter looking to break the cycle of PMO. previously I have tried to abstain but couldn't make more than a week. looking to complete 1 month this time and continue more if possible.

 

Day 4 and 17/90 days

 

Day 4

 

Day 4 check in

 

It is possible if you believe it .

 

Day 4

 

Day 11. Going strong. Getting better with sleep right now. Attending my Step group tonight and sharing some of my inventory.