LAST MEN STANDING FOREVER CHALLENGE daily check in

Day 153 nopmo.

 

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Day 2
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Unfortunately I have done what could be considered a relapse. I was on Day 383. Today I was alone as family are away. I was curious to see how it would affect me so I watched a light P video and felt nothing. I switched off and felt urges. So I ran into the bath and turned on the cold shower. Don’t do it I said to myself don’t do it. I touched my penis gently rubbing and some semen leaked. I didn’t masturbate to The orgasm I don’t think it was orgasm but a little pre semen from arousal.

I immediately repented to god afterwards as I believe there is hope to continue. There are some feelings of guilt but not as bad as before. I shall remember to not be alone again. I can pick myself back up pretty quickly so getting the benefits or to the level I was it should be pretty quick. I’d say 20 days of hardmode should do it. It does affect my driving skills n confidence and vision abilities and cognitively slow me down , but there is hope. Love all you fighters on here. Stay strong and brave. If you do 200 days today then tomorrow you’ll do 400 .. this addiction really does affect people from all walks of life young and old. Fighting against the spirit of self is the greatest struggle.

 

Day 154

 

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Day 3
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Do not binge buddy, keep going with extra vigilance and awareness.

 

Day 8

 

Thank you. I’ll get there. I guess I should stop counting the days and focus now on the progress after reaching one year over two weeks ago. And focus on my next journey, the titrating off of my meds. I feel optimistic somewhat about my future but I don’t think that far ahead. One day at a time.

 

Day 155

 

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Day 4
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Hey, hey, hey! How is everyone doing?

 

Good solid work there my dear fellow! Keep going strong.

 

Nice progress, remember, slow and steady is the key to huge success.

 

Thanks for your support mate.
Congratulations for completing 401 days
You are an inspiration to me

 

Thanks man!

 

Day 9

 

Day 241 Porn Free
Day 241 Caming Free
Day 6 Masturbation/Orgasm Free
Day 0 No edging

Let’s do this bros!