male rape victim turns bi and into porn

My name is Mike and I'm a rape victim/survivor. I turned bisexual and later into heavy porn watching.
Welcome @sissymike ,

The struggle is daily and the soul can be week. Take heart, the sin of PMO can be overcome.

Take it one day, one hour or one minute at a time, because PMO can rewire the brain with proven complications.

PIED - Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction which is caused by your brain demanding the "perfect" images it sees in porn. Then, in real life things are not so "perfect" and an erection is impossible.

DE - Delayed Ejaculation. This can be caused by medication as well, but PMO can cause delayed ejaculation during real sex also. With a brain that's rewired by PMO being used to seeing perfect images to ejaculate, real life sex might not provide enough stimulation.

Death Grip - frequent PMO rubs on the nerves in the penis. After a time, their is some nerve damage. So, gripping a bit more firmly happens. This new firmer grip rubs deeper nerves and it works for a while. Then, those nerves are damaged. With daily pmo, the nerve damage can be extensive and PMO will just continue the cycle until ejaculation is almost impossible.

Prone Masturbation - frequently cited as the form of masturbation that causes the most nerve damage. As opposed to manual stimulation, Prone Masturbation uses the full body weight to rub on a bed or a pillow. Most PMO experts suggest never using this form of masturbation.

If you have a problem with PMO, you are in the right place.

PMO destroys Mind, Body and Spirit and is a tool of evil.

Healing through Inspiration can be found at:

Matthew 5:30 (click for link to quote)
Galations 5:12 (Click for link to quote)
Matthew 19:12 (Click for link to quote)

Never give up,

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I am sorry to hear that. Welcome to NoFap. Presumably you're trying to quit PMO but are you OK being bisexual or is re-achieving heterosexuality a goal?
 
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