Mandalorian Challenge 100 Days + [OPEN]

Encouraging post hollyman

 

Day 41 (B.Fob +)

My challenge streak is almost up to my real streak with the bounty fobs

*turns in bounty’s frozen in carbonite..and uses the proceeds for Baskar steel. Upgrades armour in the FORGE... metal rings loudly...*

I’m putting on my Gauntlets with Grapple hook.

 

Congrats! Keep up the good work!

 

You have a good streak going bro, 2 more days for your New Rank and starting Armor!

 

Glad to hear your headed back uphill. Life’s that way sometimes aint it?

“Notice that the stiffest tree is most easily cracked, while the bamboo or willow survives by bending with the wind.”
-Bruce Lee

 

Day 43 (b.fob +)

Tomorrow my real streak will be caught up. I don’t miss sugar much, but do miss chocolate and sometimes caffeine. I am definitely better on PMO and less stressed though.. so I’ll probably remain off them for that, just having something occasionally. I’m excited to hit my personal streak of 45 days no PMO Hardmode tomorrow!

Glad to hear of your victories! Thanks for sharing some “for the foundlings”.

Also, the daily check’in is more a precautionary thing..I’m not ridged about it because we are Mandalorians... our way requires us to be absent yet responsible for our actions while away from time to time.

I’ve been so good about my own because I force myself to in the mornings. Not to pry into your business, but more or less, how old are you?

 

UPDATE:
The following happened to me, although I usually don’t have vivid or lucid dreams (where you know it’s a dream). I’ve read about it before and wanted one, but for the wrong reasons. In fact I don’t usually even dream at all.

Dream:

I had a lucid vivid dream last night that was like some scene of a movie.. it actually started out more like a P video of my wife and I. But as I fell into a more half awake/awareness I got control of the dream. Further into the dream, it was like it was being promoted by a literal demon because other things kept being presented to me. I prayed hard in the dream and let me just present it to you.

My wife was making love to me, in several ways very sweetly. I realized that it was a dream and could decide wether to continue as I wished and somehow this would equate edging in the real world... instead of giving in, I pushed it away like a dark cloud. Again the beautiful woman I married was presented to me willing to do more for me.. pushed it away. I wanted to give in at first. No, I mustn’t.

Then a girl I don’t think I’ve ever seen, she was pretty and her hands were tied was offered to me. I imagined a knife in my hand and cut her bonds, telling her to run away. She did. Then the beautiful naked woman I imagined to test out my resistance the the other day was presented hands tied.. offered to me... again, I took no time thinking; I cut her bonds and gave her the same command.

Next the woman I work with, whom I used to find hard to speak with, she’s a bombshell and I can tell finds me attractive was presented. I always make our conversations short and to the point. I also suppress any wrong ideas towards her and pray for help. I freed her bonds the same as the others and told her to run! When she showed up I knew I was being attacked by a demon.. so I imagined a long Razor sharp Katana and called to the demon, forcing him to fight me...now. We appeared to shift in our background... to a arid, cracked, dry desert with a deep gorge to my right.

He/It appeared to me as a quickly moving dark black shadowy mass twice my size. He had blood red eyes, sharp black teeth and was angered. But since I had visualized similar things to this part in the past, it came to me easily. I shrunk him down as if I had the power too, yes, I knew it was my nightmare and I was turning it into a dream. I shrank him into a little black snake.... sliced him into many little pieces... jumped and flew back about 15 ft and raised and dropped my hand. I dropped a massive bus sized metal weight onto the demon. Then I imagined pouring gasoline on the entire thing and lighting it.

I must have pissed him off and couldn’t do it alone because after I thought I won the battle.. the scene changed and at this point I felt I was in a different place and even a different level of sleep. I felt comfortable and beautiful famous women I used to fap too.. one that looks a lot like my wife, another that I fapped to a lot as a teenager kept showing up and trying to have sex with me, offering themselves and taking off clothes.. I realized this was the demon changing tactics to things he believed would trip me up.. I also realized that up until now I had done everything by myself, without reaching out to my creator.. so I tapped into the strongest form of help I could ever have... I prayed to Jehovah (Psalm 83:18 KJV, NWT). Here’s were it got interesting...

The women pouring themselves and doing all they could to rape me turned into demons with snarls they rose up... but to my surprise and not in my control... a column of fire came out of heaven in a spinning red/orange color. It consumed the demon women and even their dust was absent. One after another they were all totally burned with fire. MY God had come with a vengeance, and the Battle was his!

I immediately woke up and thanked him.

In fact, writing this makes me want to do a deeper prayer of thanks, which I will do shortly.

Before you ask, I have never done drugs, never had a lucid dream that I could control, and no family members that are crazy.. at least none who have been diagnosed..hahaha

I felt the need to share this victory with my fellow Fapstrounuts. I feel pretty sure it was either a healing symptom of NoFap, or I really was being “attacked” by a demon(s). The Bible has several accounts of this happening even in visions. No I don’t think I’m special or have a God Complex, just a average man from a forgotten people.

*head nod... walks cautiously back to the forge for armor maintenance*

 

New Rank! Also good ideas Mescalito; This is a great day for us upcoming Mandalorians... lots of victories

*hands you a mission puck*
Make it to day 15.. This is the way