Maybe suicide is the best choice.

This should work.

 

Here's another song that inspired me

 

This has to be the edgiest thread in this forum. All your anger on society is so meaningless. You are a fifteen years old hypocrite who's lazy, sits in his room and is watching anime and porn. Maybe your life wasnt great so far but there is not a single reason in the world to pretend suicide might be the only way out - especially not in a public forum, not in this forum with alot of depressed people which just want to be happier.

As simple as it sounds like: Hang in there lad. Be strong or atleast pretend to be. Time will heal all of your suffering. You have the energy to work on your problems; to do your work for school. Stop talking about how shitty your life is, start talking about your problems and find a way to solve them.

 

As you can see, english isnt my first language so I apologize in advance. See ya'.

 

That is quite a statement for your first post in this community.

What reason do you call someone you do not know a hypocrite?

 

Did you read his posts?

 

Why tho?

 

Well, thats not the answer I looked for. Correct me if I'm wrong here and please do not get offended by taking it personal: You have no real grip in your life. You are spitting constantly on society, but you got no motivation to do something about it (except of running away or considering suicide). Shit happens - but it happens frequently if you have no control about your actions. If you want to experience good things in life more often, you have to do something about it. You are intelligent enough to know that.

Society is fucked up. Of course it is. It's the human nature. You have all the right to critizice that. But it doesnt really gives you anything except of more and more anger.

Trust me dude. Time is great. Take a deep breath and let it past. Focus on school as hard as it is. You'll learn to love your life.

(Consider watching the series: Mr Robot. I think it fits your state of mind)

 

Little Wonders by Rob Thomas, sorry bud

 

@Alex598 is trying the tough love approach. While this is sometimes beneficial it's actually a bit late and useless. I think OP has already decided to continue life with a healthier outlook. Good on you @Moatasem

 

Because I felt bad, also, the links were working for me, and idk why, did you listen to it?

 

I agree with you that Alex was assuming waaay too much and was being a bit ignorant in his response. I think that he thinks that he's very helpful. His heart is in the right place. You had every right to respond. But my attitude is no harm no foul since our friend OP is in a lot better shape. He's even helping other people on the forum now.

 

You are welcome