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Minor effects of a relapse

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by LordReshi7121999, Oct 26, 2017.

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  1. I'm writing this thread to cover some of the relatively smaller effects of relapse on my body, the major ones are listed on this thread:
    https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...-relapse-actually-feels-like-detailed.128594/

    These are the ones I noticed but brushed aside and I simply can't do that anymore. Here's a few in no particular order:
    1. My hands are trembling, I can't hold a teacup properly. Imagine if I were an artist, I could easily do the forceful strokes, when I'm applying pressure for the thick strokes. But I can't draw a thin straight line, the brush will tremble in my hands. That's how bad they shake.
    2. Balance during walking is so bad. I'll sometimes just lean too much on my right side, I'm a righty.
    3. I stutter for no apparent reason while talking. Not everytime, but it happens every now and then and it looks and feels so bad.
    4. I worry about my hair. I'm balding, not bald yet but my hair have receded by an inch atleast and I can't stop thinking about that.
    5. Can feel a pulse very strongly in odd places and whenever I sleep on my stomach I feel my heart beating so loud. It's unnerving.
    6. I get bored very easily. I'm not talking about work only. I'll start playing on my mobile then get bored in 30 mins. Everything is like that.
    7. I eat even if I'm not hungry. I know it's unnecessary but I'll still do it.

    That's what I can get off the top of my head for now. You're welcome to suggest and tell me your experiences. And don't relapse, really if the minor ones creep you out then the major ones will outright scare you.
     

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