My First Day

Hello, there. I'm Supernekobro and I this is my first day on the Nofap platform. I came here because I feel like I have a promise with porn and fetishes. And I want to get it all out in the air in hopes that I can beat this.

It all dates back to 2018. I was 16 at the time and I was like any other teen, puberty and what not. I was scrolling on Instagram when I saw a page that show censored photos and clips of hentai. I had heard of it before but I was never really interested. Same goes with the topic of masturbation. But then, one day in the summer, I decided to give it a shot. I waited until my family was asleep and I searched up the first hentai video I could and I started yanking my chain. At first I thought it was just not working for me but soon enough I had my first orgasm. It felt good and after that I just kept doing it and doing it. And it wasn't just with hentai.

When I was really young, I developed a fetish for stuffing videos. For those asking what that is, it's videos where a man or woman stuff themselves till there stomachs are big and round. I was mostly turned on by female stuffers and since I was still a kid I didn't know what to do with these feelings until I became a teen. But now I feel as if I've let these things just take control of my life. I want to improve my skills as an artist but I always put masturbating first above that. But I feel as if I might be wasting my time.

Through Youtube, I learned about Nofap from multiple videos and I decided to give it a shot. But I relapsed and I was right back to masturbating. I need help to beat this so I can put my time and effort into the things that really matter. With Nofap, I hope beating my addiction will be a quick success.