My Lifestyle as an ordinary man

Hey ,I talked about many struggles for me before this thread ,but today I would like to talk about how my life really changed for better ,and actually it's going to be long thread, and I think I would talk honestly about my experience.

When I first started nofap I actually discovered it by mistake ,I had like a down in my life ,when I was just 17,any normal person would say what down do you mean and you are just 17!! yes my friend ,imagine you are always the nerd guy who gets high grades ,and all teachers like for that ,and after a while you just transform completely to be lazy guy who just care about sleeping and eating ,and really no one like ,and even not trying to socialize with friends ,I knew I had something changed ,like maybe something in the head ,so I tried to take some supplements ,I took it for 3 months ,but it didn't work ,I just remained the same ,nothing changed ,and of course I tried many kind of it.

I thought it's my destiny to live like that ,so I gave up about supplements ,and lived normally for 5 months ,then grades released And I got really low grade ,so I got really sad ,the type of sadness that you just want nothing from life ,you have no goals ,you have no one that love you ,and of course no girlfriend .

And something that really made me more crazy ,that I was seeing some guys that was really muscled and confident and everyone like ,so I was asking myself what is the difference ,why??

So after that down I just stopped that thing ,cuz I just stopped liking it , I don't want anything just peace

after a while like two weeks I started to feel different ,I started to have feelings ,I can cry ,I started to have lights of goals ,something to do ,I wanted to get better to who I was ,the kid that everyone like and respect .

We had First exam but this time felt different ,I'm confident from what I write ,my mind just works perfect ,I was great at math again like no one do ,and my friends were like "hey where did you got that from" and some people started to notice that I'm getting back to the person that I was.

that moment I just started to search online about masturbation and its effects ,at the first everything says "hey its great for you" then I suddenly stumbled with nofap and I read some stories and it was like my story and things that I felt.

So what I want to say if you have something in your life and you just can't do it ,just do nofap ,if you feel you have changed a lot since you were kid ,just do nofap ,if you feel weak and you want to get stronger ,just do nofap .

and if you don't want to relapse just don't think about nofap ,make it a part of your life ,like you drink coffee everyday ,just don't fap ,and don't think about it.

I feel like when you just fap you just give up about your semen ,not just your semen ,yourself cuz you change after that ,when you stop you will notice something ,you were staring at every girl you see ,you just don't have type ,that one I noticed ,you start to have personality ,you have things you like and things you don't like ,not just girls ,food ,even friends ,you become an alpha male like you supposed to be ,your mind start to work like it supposed to ,if you do some work ,you feel happy about that ,and you feel you deserve something so you hangout with friends ,or with family ,the beautiful thing that you feel you are involved not discreated ,you are a male created to talk and think not just to exhaust yourself with some stupid habit with yourself .

I just relapsed many times but I think this one is going to be a good journey ,I hope that helped you guys who were skeptical about nofap and all people who needed motivation ,thank you.