Hello, I am new here and I'm looking for answers and help. I have been watching porn from the age of 13 and ever since then I have mastrubated at least 2 times per day. For me this is not my biggest problem, my biggest problem is that sometimes the videos are not enough. Sometimes I get my kik from making ''creepshot'' videos of girls. Sometimes when they are walking, sometimes when they are working out. Not much later even that was not enough for me anymore, I decided that I needed to see more. So I bought some spy cams and hid them in the bathroom of a female friend during a sleepover. The next day I watched back the video I secretly recorded and saw my female friend take a shower. It felt great to see it, but as soon as the video ended I felt disgusted with myself. Despite this feeling of disgust I did it again, and again and again. I feel completely sick because of my own behaviour but I can't seem to bring myself to stop. Why do I act like this creep? What can I do to make sure I no longer have this weird and sickening urges?