I think it will make things even more challenging for me. I've told her that I have this problem, but it's not the source of the stress I cause her. We have a normal sex life, but I'm always left wanting more. She'll start her day in the mornings either cooking breakfast or workouting and leave me in bed. Some days I don't get out of bed until I get off. Even if I do get out, I'll get off while I'm in the shower. She works from home, and I work downtown. I occasionally check on her from work too see how her day is going. This has sometimes triggered me at work. I told myself if it ever comes to that, I would admit I have a problem and get help, but it came and went and I continued. Now I need it to stop. On her slow days, I want to come home and be as supportive as I can be for her. I help her with photos, videos, and editing; and she is so gorgeous it triggers me. She's very successful and serious about her work, and I want to continue to support her. Having more energy and motivation to be the man she deserves would be a great start.