Hey Everyone, I'm a 26 male and have been addicted to PMO since I was about 14. I found out about "NoFap" and retention in July 2018, so almost two years I've known about it. In all that time, I haven't achieved a 30 day streak, which is embarrassing.. I know it's not about counting the days but it's still extremely frustrating. I feel like I haven't put in the necessary work to be free of this addiction. Maybe I didn't want it bad enough.. I relapsed a couple nights ago and I've never been so frustrated and disappointed in myself. I was in a very very dark place, as with all my relapses. That night, I told myself I needed to change once and for all. To leave this in my past forever. So here I am. I'm super stoked for this upcoming journey. I feel this is the help I always needed. Thank you everyone!