well, we're in 2018 now... @icnvnu and i have come to the conclusion that we absolutely need to change... health mostly... it's time. time for us to grow. i would like for him to be more serious about his recovery and health... one and the same? i would like for me to be more serious about my health and finances. i know we can do this. i have the faith, does he? it's hard to keep him positive. help! i try to tell him it's the power of thinking, right? i wake up and say it's gonna be a great day, but sometimes it's not and that's okay... life moves on. anyway, New Years was perfect... we stayed in and watched movies. fell asleep on the couch. woke up to go to bed 10 minutes to midnight. woke him up to say happy new year and give him a kiss and went to sleep! lol. best new years ever. lol.