Nofap and Voice

Hello, english is not my first language, sorry with my mistakes.

Nofap doesn't make your voice deeper. What happens is that all the anxiety we have in our throat, chest, goes away and then, when we speak, we sound so much powerfull and clear, but not necessarily deeper.

I used to pmo since i was mmh 13 years old or something like this, and i remember i had a very nerd shitty stupid voice. i used to hate my voice, and i everytime i recorded my voice and listened... buagh, not good.

When i was at school i never(well, sometimes but not a lot, i don't remember the right word sorry) said something like questions or something in public because of my voice, it was weak, shaky and i had to put a lot of effort to sound a little bit powerful, not even decent, but better than it was in reality.

Well, i started nofap at 26 more o less,(yeah, a lot of years wasted) and i remember the first time i reached 50 days, my voice was amazing, super powerfull without doing any efforts with my chest or my throat, super natural. I remember some people saying to me: Your voice sounds super loud. Or just: wow!

And the best thing was that, when i said something i have never had to repeat the question. It was very common, everytime at school, highschool, when i said something, they always said to me: what? what did you say? can you repeat the question? can you speak louder? lol, it happened a lot haha .

Now i am 30 yo, i relapsed a lot, good strikes and bad moments. Right now my streak is just 2 weeks, but this time is different. I feel much motivated we could say. My voice sounds mmh decent, but i know 100%, that when i reach 2 months more o less, i will not sound deeper, but super clear, louder and powerful, without forcing, i can even sing.

The thing is porn and masturbation gave me anxiety, but a lot of that anxiety was unnoticeable to me, it was inside me. But i know that with time, removing pmo, all the anxiety, not just the thing with the voice( in my case is what improves more or heals faster) will go away. I would like to sing in a local band or something like this in the future, mmh i know my age xD, but at least i wanna try it without all that pain... Sorry for all that post, mistakes , etc.
Be strong hehe
Bye.